Whether psychologist or psychopath 馃槄 the truth is that Galenkp is a genius who has turned Weekend Experience into our favorite weekend experience and is the common friend of all of us who write here. There is one topic in particular that touched the deepest part of my mind when I read it, the first of them: If you could give someone you have wronged a heartfelt apology, who would it be and why?. And this has made me reflect a lot, I still have a trauma, I just thought it was because I didn't give it a conclusion at the time, but it turns out that forgiveness is possibly what is needed in this story, in the story of The Cake Lady.
See this cake, I think it's from my 27th birthday, and although it doesn't look very flashy, its flavor was huge, like all the sweets that the Cake Lady made for me; but there is something I never noticed, and I was blinded for 8 years, although I had my suspicions, it turns out that this and other cakes, and in general even the air I breathed I had to pay penny by penny, one way or another she never gave me anything for free... Now, who is this cake lady? Well, she was the woman who rented me an annex for 10 years in the city of Caracas, a dwelling that I have always thanked God for having arrived, because much of what I have achieved today I owe to the stability of having lived there, but despite those 10 years, it was in the eighth where I discovered everything that was wrong, although my girl knew it from day one.
I have always written about my life being rosy until about 5 years ago when everything that had never happened to me came at the same time, and while I was dealing with the worst problems in my life, the Cake Lady made merits to stay in the top 3. I never expect to see evil in people, it's not part of me or what I've seen in my environment, that's why it affected me so much when so many negative people appeared in my life in my darkest days. Those 10 years in that house were not because of this woman's good will, unfortunately it was because of my ability to endure and put anything first before me. Big mistake guys...
I have written a lot about the Se帽ora de las Tortas in my publications, but without mentioning her, I only talk about the negative effects she caused in me. Today I dare to share even her photograph. The last day I saw her was June 30 last year, and I have tried to leave that life behind. Today I will not go into details, no matter what psychological damage this woman has caused in me, what matters to me today is that even though what I did was for me, for my well being and for seeking my happiness, I still hurt her, because I never gave her an explanation for that sudden and resounding change I had towards her in year 8, and the final two years I ignored her as much as I could even though she lived in an annex in her own house. Don't get me wrong, it was necessary to cut off all relationship with this lady. I behaved like a son, it was like paying rent to be her assistant, instead of her paying me to treat her like my own mother. But one day I opened my eyes and I was always, always, ALWAYS just another tenant in that house, that was the way she treated me. I simply started to behave like what I was, a tenant who had no reason to leave her space, but I know it hurt her, because in retrospect, maybe she didn't even do things on purpose, but no, I couldn't go on like that, you can't imagine the amount of HUMILATIONS I lived for years and in silence for the simple fear of being left without a house where I paid little.
I left that house expecting her apology, but in return I received the worst of her misery until the last days. Today I am at peace in our new apartment for 8 months now, and although I still think she is the one who destroyed my soul, I feel bad for having changed without saying anything to her, not a word. I am not crazy my friends, if I didn't say anything it was precisely because I knew her very well. She would have asked me to leave from the first moment I told her what was happening to me and I was in no condition to leave. In fact, these last two years she did everything she could to get us to leave her house, but because I kept silent all this time. You too must know people you literally can't talk to, you know when there will be no change, improvement, and even when it will bring consequences, and this would be my house, she didn't even deserve the benefit of the doubt, but in the end she trusted me, I offered her from day one a fool who would take any blow and not say anything and suddenly I snatched it away from her; that is not done, but I learned from this and I do not think I will do it again in my life, in fact karma has already come to me, two good friends did the same thing to me at the end of last year, the difference is that I do not think I have caused psychological damage to anyone. I really sometimes want to apologize to her, but if I do, did I really learn anything?.