Growing up I was confuse about a lot of things not untill I discovered that I had a flare in writing, then I said to myself this must be my own GIFTINGS....
have you ever battled with low self-esteem? seeing how everyone was better than you?, how you're irrelevant and fighting to be recognized especially when no one believed in you, that was my story.
I don't know how I got it but I have to say this again Writing is therapeutic to me, to others its music, I wrote about this extensively in the first episode and really really had to reiterate my stance, maybe I could get a witness, which is more reason why I'm really grateful I found hive, such an amazing place that motivated me and appreciates my little giftings.....
no matter how moody or sad or whatever feelings I am in, writing is my gateway from this world, to immerse myself in my thoughts and pouring them out on papers.
I am not really a man of the crowd, I don't like were there's noise, I love to go away to somewhere quiet and safe, a place were I can collect my thoughts like a shattered piece of glass and create something magical from it, I am more of myself away from the noise and from everyone, I am best of me alone...
of course an adage says If you want to go fast go with the crowd but if you want to go far go alone, I'm not saying staying around people is bad but sometimes time alone is all you need to fix things correctly and get everything on track...
maybe it's not same with others but for me writing helps me organize my thoughts, helps me aligns my thoughts pattern towards a particular thing, not only that I can speak fluently and very well without stuttering also can write excellently well, writing is my goto solace times when I need to be calm amidst raging storms on my heart, when it seems nothing is making sense, I forever love and cherish this one gift God had given me and also to the hive blockchain that had helped me work on myself to becoming better at what I love doing daily.....
