I was in bed, and immediately the alarm went off, around 6:32 a.m. i took my phone and check my whatsapp messages, i don't do this more often but guess what makes me do it today, the reason is because i haven't heard of international boyfriend day before, maybe it does taken place, some other days or years, but because I don't always pay attention to social media more often, I'm not up to date.
However, we are in this, and today is the day. I immediately wake up, it was my phone, I checked it first and yet no message or wish comes from anyone, tagging my name about celebrating, I feel too hurt. right now, and I don't know if I'll be able to take the pressure if I do not sit down and cry.
I've been through all the social spaces and no one mentioned my name in anything, I don't know if I'm not someone's boyfriend, or if I haven't dated before, since those thoughts were going through my mind, I just have to crouch down and see my p* *nis, if something isn't there anymore, because the feelings are all over me, why should no one wish me an international boyfriend day?
Maybe it's because I'm too local, but I've been thinking and found that most people who get wishes aren't more popular than me, but I was still okay with it, because I didn't used to do much things with them, however, what about people on this platform.
I didn't think that people here could forget about me too, if others in other places do, because in everything, I'm still a boyfriend to someone, so i want someone to celebrate me, on this boyfriend's day, or I would rename today's event, I don't want to be a destruction to anyone, I wish people happiness, so I must be happy in the same way.
It's like no one knows that today is about me. In 2020, I was the number one boyfriend, everyone knows that, including my parents, so today should be a day for me.
If I don't see a happy international boyfriend wish in this post of mine, I'll shut down the hive blockchain, and we will all miss each other, it's like people here want to form a group without me, I'm hurt right now, and I'm waiting that impressive comment, to calm my temper.
Do you know what hurts the most to someone as kind as me? it is to give something and not receive the same in return, this reluctantly turns out to be not good for my well-being, it hurts so much, and if most of it is taking without me getting the best results, my face would start to frown.
You know the stress that comes from needing something, and not seeing anything, this you started to feel like your head is about to explode, because anything you need is important to you, I was largely able to pull myself together, and now out of that frame of mind, wanting something, without you seeing it, is like a failed bank transaction, which you realize later sometimes.
Imagine what is happening on my WhatsApp status, a boyfriend is kissing his girlfriend, and she is using the photo to wish him a happy international boyfriend day, I don't like kissing, but immediately I saw this, my body started to chill, I want a kiss too, can someone bring the cane right now, I need it now, now, to get this stupid thing out of my head.
I know that when you saw those lines I said, I was going to shutdown hive blockchain, your mind was starting to tell you something, hahahaha, don't worry, we are in this space, to have fun and smile, so relaxed, because boredom is a thief, I don't want it to steal my heart anymore.
So when I come here, just get the popcorn out of the fridge, and turns on the TV, and my face will starts appearing on your TV.
I hope this little hilarious piece of mine, was able to put a smile on your face, anywhere if it does make you smile, lucky for you, if you were not able to smile, do something about your smile, because this life no balance