Two of the things I fear most in my life are ending up poor and also with bad health. Because these two things are so dangerous to the extent that a single sickness can drain the pocket of a family faster than a moving train. And just a single medical bill that is given by the hospital can make a rich family start soliciting for help from people, this is what I have seen while growing up and even till now. And I tend to remember this when asked about what I fear most in life.
I hardly fall sick, I don't know why, but anytime I do, all my thoughts go straight to not ending up paying those huge hospital bills and having a sickness that my money cannot cover. I have run away from taking some types of risks because, from experience, I have seen how little mistakes wind up as illness and hunger, and this alone makes me get anxious.
Over time, I have changed some things about myself. I have cultivated the habit of not passing myself. I eat better, I exercise, I take some time to rest, and I also save some money, even if it is so little. I do not limit myself, and that is why I am always curious to learn new things that will benefit me.
Even though I am still afraid of the two, I do not allow it to take charge of my decision. And that is why I always keep praying, taking my best chances, and planning right to the best of my ability. Going after what I want instead of waiting for the right time because, to me, sometimes, the right time is now, especially if you stay in a country like mine.
I have learned how to remain strong by not running away from what I fear because there will always be fear, and life is constant. But if I decide to keep running away from my fear, things might only get worse. And this is why I keep living through each blessed day with God, prayers, care, remaining focused, courage, and care, because these are some of the things that help me to face my fear.
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