I have been having this dizziness lately which is triggered by my head when I turn it right or left or down and when I get up to sit. It is quite funny when some problems go away then another would show up on me. So I am just carefully managing my dizziness so that I won't possibly fall down due to an imbalance when I get up or if I would walk.
My concern is that I do not want to fall down and possibly break a bone because it will definitely an expense and a long term to heal my flimsy weak bones. Having a spinning head sensation makes me want to vomit so I am really being so slow when I do turn my head when I wanted to sleep and or place my body wherever on my bed.
But today I am just pleased that I was able to eat a meal of rice and just sardines plus my protein drink and I also had a banana with it too. It is a good thing so that I could get to achieve a weight gain but still I feel that I m not getting enough calories which makes gaining weight so difficult to achieve.
My goal for now is to reach the end of the year taking my parathyroid medicine so that I can asses for myself what to do next for my health if I would go for a surgery with my parathyroid because I really do not want to take my medicine anymore, it is a waste of how I am living my life because I can't eat better, it is a misery to live like this. But I am sticking to my goal and I needed more prayers so that I can pull myself from these problems. God help me.