Self love is one of the quality we must possess, how do we expect others to love us if we don't love ourself? Some people are so busy loving others that they totally forget they also need some loving and at the end, those who they were devoted to end up leaving them....
I did everything for her but she end up leaving me, what did i do wrong? you did everything wrong! you made her more beautiful for other guys to want her but totally ignored your own self, you become less appealing to her along the way and at the end, she couldn't help but abandon you for those who love themselves....Blame yourself!
No matter what, always prioritize yourself because at the end of it all, only you is 100 percent sure you can't abandon yourself, is it even possible
Even though when i set a big goal for myself, i end up sacrificing my desire and want till i achieve the dream but once in a while forget all about dreams and treat myself well by going cloth shopping and dream does not stop me from visiting mama put to get myself a very nice meal, we only live once but once is just enough if we live our life to the fullest....
Aside buying personal stuff or eating good food, my life is pretty boring as i stay inside all day chatting and working, it is not boring to me though as i love it that way! but to others it may be a boring lifestyle...
The last time i had a nice time going out was with an amazing hiver 
It was an outing we have planned before the exact day, so we already know where we were going and the time we are to meet and move.... It started around that 1 p.m and our destination was the shop rite around our vicinity....
This is actually my first time of going to one, we got there less than an hour and the first place we landed was at the virtual game as i have been longing to try it out for long and we eventually got a ticket for it!
Me and my partner in crime did it but we didn't scream like those dramatic girls made it sound, so atleast that is off my to do list , we played basket ball shot and your's truly burl defeated fox but then those who are in charge of the game taught me a lesson too lol....
We played Ps 4 as well and as expected i discipline the fox there again lol.... We ate before we decided to leave as we still have work pending to do.... it was a fun filled day!
One thing i realized after the outing was that it makes me more happy, and i felt i should do that more often ... Going out to socialize with others...
The memory of that day wil linger on till i create another memory similar to it and i would do that soon again...
Life is short, live it to the fullest so you won't end up regretting things you didn't do when you are old.....
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