This is the third month of the year and it seems as if nothing is working out for me. I know you will say is still early I should probably still be hopeful, I know but then I'm so tired.
I wake up every morning trying to figure things out but it all the same, boring, stressed,and nothing to show for it.
No friends to share my problems with, no solution every thing is just stagnant.
I don't seems to be moving forward, I owe alot of people but I don't know how to pay up.
I'm so tired of everything, at this moment I really hate my self 馃ぎ
I have got no confidence, I have lost my strength, I don't even know if I still have hope that things would be alright.
I have prayed but everything still stays the same.
Depression is caling my name! And I can't help it anymore.
I have been in this situation for years now
I don't seems to be making any progress, just stress and stress and stress.
I have tried several businesses but no improvement, no encouragement nothing just keep me going.
I'm really fed up of everything, I wish I can make a wish and everything just happen.
I don't want much, all I just want is for things to work out for me, let me see progress and it will encourage me to push harder.
I hopefully pray I come out of this for good, I hopefully pray I see progress in what I am doing, if not I don't k ow what to do anymore.
Anxiety, fear, nervousness, frustrations,tears are just the order of my day.
Bad dreams, bad days, bad friends, bad everything.
I don't know I'm just not okay
I cry everyday, I try new things and do almost everything.
I have don't what others did and became a success but it seems not to be working for me.
This is really much than I can take.
Typing this with tears in my eyes 馃槶馃槶馃槶
If you come across this just say a nice thing to me thank you!!!