Loving Him Was My losing Game

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He was a man who was mysteriously attractive
His presence kept me noticing him sitting at the right corner
The look in his eyes, which I can never forget
At first glance, I knew what it meant

But I never realized how the time passed by
Even though
I call out his name from an end
But he never really heard me

I realized,
I loved him so much for only to know
He never really cared
A millions of questions which were meant to be stated
But all the answers were left unstated

I never knew I'd ever fall for him
Until I felt revived and fresh
When I'm with him

He made me feel the things I never had
He made me live and love my life
Where I felt so astray

It was my fault that our love was unsaid
As I learned he cared for another

For him I always wished for happiness
Though it is tough to runaway once you hold on

I wake up with agony yet again
My fate never allowed me to make him mine
As I clung on to thinking
About every moment
Of times with him
Stood by him, thinking I had to
For If not I'd be a traitor.

I wanted him so much, and I had always
want us to be the one
I knew he'd be walking away
And I must let go as tomorrow
Brings another day
As the clock struck 12 and he walks off
I should've realized since we crossed paths,
That loving him was my losing game...

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