There are times when we feel like there is nothing we can do to write the wrongs we might have made. I have a lot of things I wish I could take back and if there was an opportunity maybe I could start all over again. But here I am trying to make amendments to the ones that are already made.
Everyone in this life has one way or the other made a mistake but the ability to move forward from these mistakes is what they are trying to do.
I believe with time comes healings, I have done things I am not proud of when I remember them now, that doesn't mean I should beat myself up about it, I know there are reasons why things happen and I believe there is a fix for everything that we might have wrongly made.
Looking back to those times of ignorance is like looking back to how foolish I was or might have been, but I can say I was just being childish and still growing up, in yourba they will say "omo De she mi" meaning I am just being a child, but the mistakes stays with us till we are adults.
I have learnt one thing though from all this, I have learnt to always be myself and not try to please anyone by telling them that dark time of my life, because it is the same eyes they will use to judge you in the nearest future.
This I have learnt and I am in the road to amending that part of my life, all I can say is I was only being a child at that moment and later on looked for who to confide in, because the saying that says a close mouth is a close destiny and another one say a problem shared is a problem solved, I don't think it is ever like that again as the adage has been turned upside down.
I believe now it's better to keep some things to yourself and avoid certain confrontations about it in the future.
*Listen to music when down
*Sing out loud when you think you need to talk to someone
*Cry out your eye if you feel like, don't bottle it up
*Avoid certain scenes that reminds you of the situation
*Most importantly Be yourself
There is no life without mistakes that is what I know, and for sure no one is above it, it is just your ability to move pass it that makes you stronger in all things, be good to yourself don't beat yourself up over something you couldn't control in the past
