Oh, hello there Hives! I hope you all doing great because I do. 馃槉 Well, yeah I know it took me so long to be back because what I'm gonna share later has been living in my drafts in quite a while now. Why? Because when I supposed to publish this, I felt scared and I wanted to take a little more time. It also stopped me from writing anything else. But now, I'm on it lemme share to you something that completes me even with my imperfections. 馃槡
Hey!
"Life is what you make it", oh I just remember my high school teacher telling us this line.
This line actually makes sense when I started to fall in love with a girl the second time around. Yes hives, I'm gay. 鈽猴笍
My very first long term relationship was with a girl. I didn't expect it to last so long like almost 3 years? I was undecided when I'm about to enter that relationship, I mean I don't really know if it will work that time but I wanted to try. That was in my college years. But before that I also have male suitors in high school, but all I have in mind that time was to finish first my studies. (Well, not really that studious but it's just not interest me). So when I entered college, a girl courted me and I was a curious infant, an NBSB (no boyfriend since birth). I started my romantic life with a same sexuality.
Until I decided to end that relationship for so many reasons. It was an on and off relationship. My parents don't actually agree on our relationship. And I was just so tired of our situation.
After that, not to disobey my parents I had a boyfriend or two? But it just don't work for me. I don't know but fate don't even agree.
So, I wished upon so many stars to find what I'm really looking for...
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I finally found the one for me... 馃槏
ma vie (my life)
It was not an easy road for both of us because of my mom. Like what I said, she don't agree. But having known myself for such a long time, I fought for what makes my heart so happy and comfortable. I have shown to them how much I love being with her. But with a grateful heart, finally, my family accepted me for who and what I really am especially my mom. It's a lot more gratifying to feel the love around from the people I love.
Now, we are on our 7th year being in a relationship and counting. 馃挒馃寛
tats are forever and so are we 馃拲鈾ワ笍
My life started to become more meaningful when I met her. She is the one who makes me feel so precious because of the love she has for me. She taught me to believe in myself . She's there especially when I most need her. But what's more to her is that she loves my family same as hers. I also have figured out my life's direction, and finally settled on my career. Everything just put into places when I decided to be myself and not for others'. And I do believe that life is what we make it.
I hope to inspire everyone who are still hiding and never get the guts to get out to their hiding places. I just did just now, to put my thoughts in words for you to read. And I hope I can share to you more of this and my love life's story.
That's all and keep the love alive. 馃グ
Share love and respect.
