It was already 4 days since I decided to publish my introduction and finally step out on my comfort zone. I am not really an expert writer. I'm just a typical person who writes my thoughts and emotions whenever I feel like to. And yes, I just thought I should pursue blogging to see if it really works for me. I don't know why and when did it start, when I thought of doing those things I haven't tried before and whenever an opportunity is waving at me I really have learned to say yes. "There's no harm in trying" like what people say. 鈽猴笍馃挭
And to my surprise, while browsing on my facebook memories, last year, I had a post but not shared 'only me' who could read it.
When I am so sad and hurting, I want it to keep it with myself even if the other side of me really wants to share it. I am this type of person who cares a lot about what other people say so instead of letting them know, no, I'll keep it and be okay by myself. I also don't want to give them worries and be sad for me. I just want to share the good side of every story or situation.
So, that post, I wrote it to comfort myself. I speak with my own little self through writing down my comforting words. And I should be so positive in the end at least even if how hard or sad the situation is I know how to recover by myself. Then, I read it and I'm okay.
But that's what a year ago, and look at me now, I am sharing this to you. 鈽猴笍 I think I'm a little braver this time. I am so enthusiastic knowing I have made a few changes for myself especially in making myself comfortable with other people. I mean, I don't want to stress out my whole self just because of what people say. I'm more mature to be ready for corrections, yes I am perfectly imperfect, I have my flaws, I make mistakes, I get hurt but I should get up. (My way of thinking lately) I should be proud right? I can really feel the eagerness to keep it going. 馃グ I know someday, there will be more positive changes.
> Even if there is pain now
Everything would be alright
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me?
There's a rainbow always after the rain
(Song title 'Rainbow' by Southborder PH)
Just like a happy kiddo who loves to see a rainbow, yes I love it too. 鈽猴笍 I always love how nature smiles back at me (I think it's already my motto 馃榿). Much more when I needed it. It soothes me, and excites me especially when it appears in the early morning with a sunshine. How good it is to start the day feelin' so happy. 鈽猴笍
As long as I could, I will find every reason to be fine and happy each day. When things aren't going well, then do those things I love, write it down or talk to a family.
The day is about to set, and is still look so beautiful.
Its just a reminder for me to stay grateful and happy and never let a day get wasted. That's how I wanted to be a source of smile (full of positivity) to everyone around. 鈽猴笍
Wake up with positivity, and be it all your life. Spread 鈾ワ笍
