Until now, I have not been able to define the meaning of the feelings I have for you. Is it really love, or just admiration? Even though I repeatedly try not to keep in touch with you, I keep starting conversations with you. Am I being selfish? Making you fall in love with me but I just can't digest my feelings for you. Am I being mean? When you repeatedly expressed your feelings for me, but I just didn't reciprocate your feelings.
Then, what should I do with your feelings, as well as mine?
Could it be that I should say that I love you too, while I'm not so sure myself? Could I say that I want to be with you too? While there's another side of my heart that doesn't say yes. There's something wrong with my heart since I first met you. There's something wrong with my feelings since I started opening up to you. There was something wrong with my attitude when I first got to know you.
Then, who should I blame in this condition? You and your feelings, or me with all my doubts?
