We will all have hard times. But it is because of those struggles our easy days are sweeter.
It is when you are in the darker times of life that the happiest memories bring the hope to get you through.
So do not wish the bad times away; embrace them instead because they will make you stronger and you will appreciate the most mundane of days so much more.
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