Sum times i think women are really and truly the fountain of youth. For i got to spend a night with one of these beautiful women last night and it was amazing...like always. What i get from just spending time with her is sum kind of great invigorating,inspiring feeling that cannot be described with words. For it's the power and ability to fly higher on those days. For the knowledge that you are desirable and wanted is a feeling that can't be beat,imitated or faked. For when she reaches out for you and pulls you down in to her soul as your reaching out for hers. Is there anything better in this cold world than the sharing of one's soul?
If so i can't think of it right now? For we got back to her house around eleven. After walking around the city,and climbing trees. We were now like day dreaming kids with big wide eyes again. Transported back to the days of sweaty palms, warm stomachs and blushing red cheeks. My hands were now shaking with nervousness that i couldn't subside. Feeling so nervous like i wanted to die but only if she would too?
We were tangled up like spaghetti,but closer than ever before. So i slipped my arm behind her head to pull her closer. My dream now so close and ready to touch. She was a massage therapist so that's where it started with simple little caresses to her bare naked back. My fingers running through her hair and down her spine. I pulled at the fleshy muscle parts of her skin, back and forth while massaging every where i went. Was this heaven or just a bedroom for it was hard to tell? One thing i did know was there was no other place i wanted to be in that moment. I was more than happy just being right there with her.
We had not even kissed yet but to just be there holding her just the way she wanted to be held. Feeling her just the way she wanted to be felt, while caressing her just the way she wanted to be touched. I was in no rush for we were loving without loving. Four hours in we had still yet to kiss. Bodies warmed and ready for love, legs all twisted up like two snakes in the grass, while are arms were locked up around each other in sum kinda tight Brazilian figure four choke hold?
I was a rocket ready to go to the moon but sum where along the way i got lost. For this moment was to beautiful to wake or leave. For gentleness had rocked us both to the point of sleepy eyes. Like two cats in a cradle we purred,scratched, and clawed. Now lazy eyed and nestled in innocence. While are shadows stood dirty dancing rough housed naked on the walls. With dreams of what to come. Whatever this was weather love,friends,or just being dumb kids? I love you Scorpio and thanks for that lazy love....