Interlude.
Here's what I think I need to feel relaxed about baby coming.
9-5 work schedule
New sofa
Grandfather library to Yad Vashem
Inset bookshelves to plaster wall
Knock through bathroom
Vertical garden with irrigation system
Solar water heater outside
Bath
Renovated kitchen with dishwasher
Yellow bauhaua tile floor
Second passive income
Middle room wardrobe and double bed
Freezer outside
Oven and hob electric
Car
Nee wardrobe
Flat and
Lose 10 kilos
Boyfriend
Robot vacuum cleaner
Hmmmm
You may laugh but I'd like to point out current conditions
Used up most of pension, living on borrowed money (which I need to pay back to friend and family)
No job
Entire place cluttered and no child friendly, cannot be with so much stuff
Bathroom leaking into neighbor. Technically he could see me but he won't because he's nice
Crap in yard
Crap everywhere
In three years in this flat I have never ever reached "a thing for everything and everything in it's place'. Scratch that. In my life.
I'm 10-15 kilo overweight and HATE it much as I try to convince myself otherwise
Not having a job is bad fir me mentally. I need to get out of flat.
I'm a workaholic and have never in my entire life lived a balanced life. I'm intense. Period.
I don't see I can achieve everything on my list in the next year.
So I guess I'm gonna have to finally learn to prioritize.
Because baby I'm gonna have and it's gotta be soon.
