We all don't sleep much lately.
For some reason, we are filled with energy at night. So around 3 a.m. I am still awake although I fell asleep for a few minutes while watching 'The Blacklist' and... I woke up again. I didn't seem to have missed much of the episode. (I am glad Liz Keen is dead. I will never understand all the fuzz she made or her issues.)
I set some timers to wake up, wipe my floor (do I smell cat pee), and do the dishes.
I promised to make "saucijzenbroodjes" (kind of spring rolls filled with spicy minced meat and baked in the oven).
Since it's December 31st it is time for "oliebollen" and "appelbeignets". I go for the apple and will see when to bake the "oliebollen" (kind of balls fried in oil).
More dishes to wash plus I made a fire.
By now it is 5 p.m. I am not finished yet and am tired plus my back hurts.
Later tonight I will make the dough for the apples and bake the beignets.
It won't have a party night. We all stay home. We might be awake at night but we do not feel like partying.
We already talked about this year. I think it was not a bad one at all, or perhaps former years were worse.
Good or bad, the year is nearly over and there's nothing I can change about whatever happens to me, my family and the world.
Tomorrow it's all part of history.
Let's live and enjoy the moment.
A happy, healthy, fulfilling 2024
馃崁鉂わ笍 
P.s. My goal is to be more selfish.
31-12-2024
