Hi! It's me volleyren20. I'm back my dear friends on this wonderful platform. I never thought that this day would ever come again. Imagine the long months or should I say, a year already, of not writing or even paying a visit, that is something I really missed so much. Honestly speaking, I planned to publish again, a month after I gave birth to my child. But I decided to prioritized my son and of course my husband too. And yes, you read it right. I am no longer single nor a fine lady. I am now a wife and a mother. Some of you here have known that.
I really don't know if I am still welcome here yet my hopes and dreams are still over the highest peak. I mean, my hopes and dreams to share with you anything I can share through publishing. Of course, originally made by yours truly. Writing is not really just hobby anymore but my source of happiness. More than that, since the day I started my journey as an online writer, I found out that I really love the feeling of belongingness to the world of writing and publishing.
Meanwhile, a lot of changes had happened in my life. Most of them are good, others are not. However, I am not considering any complaints regarding those changes. Like for instance, becoming a wife and mother. Though it really changed my whole life for good, I will not complain about it because I am also responsible for it. And you know what, being in this stage of life has made me know myself more and it contributed to my personal growth and development too.
Becoming a mother and wife has given me the chance to discover a lot of things, from small ones to big, from the simplest to the most complicated and from narrow to broad aspects of this stage. Some people say, "it's hard at first." Indeed! I can't argue no more with that. I am now able to experience how hard it is to do adjustments and how complicated motherhood and marriage life is. I am no longer on the stage where I can focus merely just to myself. Honestly, I sometimes think of going back but there's no more turning back. So, I am starting to fill in those missing parts of myself to the new parts of being in this. Am I happy? Yes, of course. This is my choice and I will never ever regret it.
I can't argue with TIME anymore. The only thing I can do now is to know and learn how to manage it and value it more. Probably, there will be times that my schedules will be hectic but surely, I can still find a way to spend it wisely, in my personal, professional, and social life.
Thank you for sparing some time with me my beloved readers. I hope you all have a great weekend!
To God be all the glory!
