What??? Wasn’t it just here a second ago? I can’t seem to understand. A second ago it was right in front of me. Next thing I know it just disappeared. Like it never existed. I try to grasp the idea that it was real. That all I ever thought was right here. If I were to see a puppy in front of me, how can it just vanish without a trace? THIS IS A NIGHTMARE!!!!
I find myself lying on my bed, trying to fumble for my glasses. It was not there. In total chaos and blindness, I search frantically for it. I finally found it sitting next to my cat, who must have thought it was a toy.
I put it on and dash to my computer. I just got a hunch that a girl is waiting online for me. I log on and find her there like what I said. She enthusiastically greets me and we start a chat that I was dreaming about in my sleep.
I find out her name is Carly. She just liked me on TakeAShot.com
"Hey Carly. What a beautiful name. Reminds me of that Call Me Maybe song."
"Hahaha. I love that song!!!!"
"Let's sing k one day"
"Sure mate"
"Ssssup?!?!"
"I just got back from Europe. Met the hottest guys. Drank the best beer, even though I don't drink. Took a picture with the Eiffel Tower. The real one!! Worth a million dollars!"
“Hahaha! Hey girl… love ya cute little remarks about your trip to Europe.”
“Hee.. it was so much fun, I can barely contain my excitement to share it with you”
“You ever think about us going out on a date?”
“Why not. We can always catch a movie like Transformers.”
“No.. really??? You must be a guy’s best friend. What girl likes action movies!!!”
“Well.. I love Megan Fox.”
“NO!!!! Ok.. please tell me you are not a lesbian”
“Maybe I am bi! Deal with it!”
After that chat, I felt I could tell her everything in the world. Talk about anything. Be myself and not pretend like some sort of macho man who never cares about girls feelings. I do care about her feelings and I do like her for her. Nobody can replace her that I know she exists now.
2 days later a text message arrives…
Hey…srry. I can’t go 4 movie. Sick.
What? How come…
I think my sister passed it to me when I was taking care of her the whole night. I’m sorry. Let’s make it next week.
OK.. Next week then. Take good care of yourself. Remember to rest a lot. Drink plenty of water, ok?
K. Thx.