I'm licking my wounds.
When some big guy who has made it starts telling you that he thinks you have no passion to do something, no talent, no brains and all that, you gotta start looking at yourself and ask whether it is true.
Though it has not really been super devastating to the point where you wanna just give up, there is surely some kind of effect of going down for a moment, try to get away from these thoughts and get back right up.
I am not going to say who said that, but he is a big Twitch streamer who said that all to me. Even if I am just hallucinating, you want to ask yourself why did that actually happen.
Why did I get bashed like that? I don't really care really.
Thus, I am just taking some time off and licking these wounds of mine before I get back right up to move along as though nothing happened.
From that, I probably want to somehow become better and grow a little each and every day to make my Twitch stream better.
I know that there is a whole lot of improvement needed not only to my stream, but my writing, my physical appearance and my entire being.
So I will keep fighting each and every day in hopes that I will get stronger and better.I shall hope to do what I can to make myself better.
I just found out that I got blocked by ThemeForest.Net At this moment, I am feeling extreme anxiety and stress because of it. I may have provided access to my account to my cousin in Hong Kong, resulting in the ban.
If that is the case, I should have been warned. But then it was an outright ban and according to my cousin, he hasn't used my account at all.
Unless, someone hacked my account and did something bad with it.
At this point in time, I am feeling extreme depression.They could have at least gave me a warning before blocking me.
I guess that I might not be able to get access to any of the stuff that I have paid for any more. It is just very sad that this has happened.This is out of my control.
I wrote in to ask for an explanation and to explain why I might have had a login from Hong Kong.
I did what I can to write in for an explanation. If they do not want to give me back access, there is nothing I can do.
It is a pity. Don't share your account with anybody. Even if you want to give access to someone to test things out.See what has happened to me.
I think this is why someone told me that I am doing something illegal.
Maybe this person reported me to Envato. I am just appalled at what he did, if he indeed put in a report about me. It is just plain sad. Learn from my mistake.
It will be good if people knew what I did wrong and don't do it themselves.
This would be worth it.
I am going to try and calm myself down.This is crazy.
I'm feeling so sad and down.
I am already licking my wounds. Then something like this happens.