"A Steadfast Malaise"

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"I'm Tired of All These" is a common phrase of couples nowadays
Let's try another and go for "I still love you no matter what happens"

I still want to fight for it.

I still want to see you happy.
I still want to see your order in McDonald's.
I still want to hear your great giddy laughs.

I still want to fight for it.

I still want to see how you drown yourself in his big embrace.
I still want to see how you brought him under your wing like an abandoned child.
I still want to see how you say yes as he asked you to go home together.

I still want to fight for it.

I still want to hear how you speak his name. It is annoying. But I bear with it since that is where you are happy.
I still want to see you fulfill your dreams, even though you are completing them with him.
I still want to see how he brushes off the tears from your eyes, something that I used to do for you.

I still want to fight for it.

I still want to see how I become a stranger when he comes.
I still want to see how you immerse yourself as if he is the only source of life in your world.
I still want to see how I become an expert in singlehood just for him.
I still want to feel how I was downgraded to friends just to love him.

I still want to fight for it.

I still really want to fight for it.
I still really want to see the things that I should be abhorring

I still want to fight for it.

I still want to even though you don't want to
My love, its because I love you more than my own self
So even though it hurts like hell, I still want to fight for it
I still want to fight for it and will want it so.

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