I made a choice, and I have to live with the consequences.
We had a philosophical debate, and I made the decision to take a stand. She disowned me. Her last words to me were "well then we're done."
I have been her brother for 33-years, and that was it. She said I had no "leverage" on her, and that as that.
What exactly does that mean? I am her sibling.
I will let the hurt heal a bit, and come back in time. I think I can heal this rift, but not now.
How does this feal? I am mourning. I feel anxiety and pain. It is getting better, but it still feels unreal. We live almost 1,700 miles apart, so I never see her anymore. Time will tell.