You dear soul... Being so naive to believe silly boys/girls and there sweet words, captivated by them giving you attention. Because everyone craves some kind of affection eventually... It's such a shame that you fell for such words, when their actions defined everything they said. That you felt terrible for doing things with them because, hey you thought that's what they deserved. When in actually fact, they didn't deserve any of you. But your desperation to be loved just overshadowed everything. And now look where it got you... In a deep pit that they would never help you get out of. Because they used you, my sweet girl/boy, because you were an easy target. They broke something truly beautiful inside you. But most things can be fixed. And eventually you will be fixed. But also more experienced and wise, be wise enough not to fall into that hole again. You need to love yourself enough to know that a man's/woman's attention and affection is not the most important thing in life, but can be a bonus. You don't need it because the love you have for yourself will be enough, it should always be enough.