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Blogging Challenge - Part 03 - Day 20
Is there anything you are holding onto which you know you should let go?
Well, this post is going to be a little uncomfortable for me, because it's something I'm not very proud of, and I should be more embarrassed than I am. But long ago, I decided to be very transparent and maybe someone else can learn from my mistakes and not repeat them.
The only thing that occurred to me for this question, is to talk about an issue that has been going on for 2 and a half years now, and I knew from the beginning that I should not accept it, but I wanted it so badly that I took a chance.
It's a very long story, but in short it's about a friend, who for me has always been much more than a friend, but he doesn't feel the same way about me. Or at least he doesn't want to because he has a girlfriend.
Anyone who sees the relationship between us says that if we have something, since we talk every day for hours, we think very similar in many things, we love each other, we enjoy each other's company and we even make plans for the future. Not to mention the love we give each other and the little things we do.
But, I have already gone through many stages, I tried to leave him, I put on brakes, I tried to forget him, I tried to make him fall in love, but I couldn't because it seems that I am a masochist. I know I have to leave him, I know I'm hurting and sticking the knife in myself, but it's something I've held on to and I don't know how to leave.
A sad post, but well, not everything in life is rosy. This is all for now. This is all for now. Thank you very much for joining me in this little corner of tripode, i hope you have a wonderful day, i hope to see you again soon... and remember, good vibes always.
Blogging Challenge - Part 03 - Day 20
¿Hay algo a lo que te estés aferrando que sepas que debes dejar ir?
Bueno, este post va a ser un poco incomodo para mí, porque es algo que no me siento muy orgullosa, y que me debería dar más vergüenza de la que tengo. Pero hace mucho, decidí ser bien transparente y tal vez otro puede aprender de mis errores y no repetirlos.
Lo único que se me ocurrió para esta pregunta, es hablar de un tema que ya lleva 2 años y medio ocurriendo en mi vida, y yo desde el principio sabía que no debía aceptarlo, pero lo quería tanto que me arriesgué.
Es una historia bien larga, pero en resumen se trata de un amigo, que para mí siempre ha sido mucho más que un amigo, pero el no siente lo mismo por mí. O al menos no quiere hacerlo porque tiene una novia.
Cualquiera que ve la relación entre nosotros dice que si tenemos algo, ya que hablamos todos los días por horas, pensamos muy parecido en muchas cosas, nos queremos, disfrutamos la mutua compañía y hasta hacemos planes a futuro. Sin contar con el amor que nos tratamos y las cositas que hacemos.
Pero, ya he pasado por muchas etapas, lo intenté dejar, puse frenos, intenté olvidarlo, intenté enamorarlo, pero no he podido porque parece que soy masoquista. SE que lo tengo que dejar, SE que me hago daño y me clavo el cuchillo yo misma pero es algo que me he aferrado y ya no sé como dejar.
Un post triste, pero bueno, no todo en la vida es color de rosa. Esto es todo por ahora. Muchas gracias por acompañarme en este pequeño rincón de tripode, espero que pases un maravilloso día, ojalá te vuelva a ver pronto... y recuerda, buenas vibras siempre.
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