I'm still on my ongoing 'not so happy' state. Things just hurt like the usual and I don't really know how to deal with it properly. I just eat...a lot. Good thing I'm already okay with budgeting, so the cash I have on hand is really good for spending. Or else, I'll be more upset because I'm living beyond my means.
I can easily eat alone when I'm in this state. I can easily eat a lot too. I don't really know if I should be happy with this, but the thing is, eating somehow helps in easing the pain. It's like through eating I'm trying to fill up whatever's empty and I'm trying to subside whatever hurts. Though at the end of the day, I know I'll feel sick from eating too much (like what's happening now).
Another thing is, it's easy for me to treat a friend when I'm upset. Good thing I have this friend who lives nearby and was fine with hanging out with me. I guess I somehow felt better when she started talking about the things she's looking forward to doing.