Whenever we talk about karma we alwsys end up saying that we create our own fate through our own course of action. People who belive in karma strictly follow this rule and alwsys avoid to hurt anyone. They keep doing the best thing in life to lead a happy life. They belive that
“There's a natural law of karma that vindictive people, who go out of their way to hurt others, will end up broke and alone.”
But there are few set of people who doesnt want to hurt, anybody intentionally but end up doing unintentionally. Last few days I am in a position where I am unable to decide, what to do with my fate of Karma, as I did something which stopped a new born to comes into this world.
As many of you know, we have a flocks of pigeon that remain on my terrace. Last week in my absence 2 of them get inside our room and lays the egg on the ventilator space. Which is inside my room. When I came back I noticed the mother pigeon was sitting silently while the other pigion was keeping a close eye within the room. With no time I understood we have a new member to join in our house. However the presence of these pigeons means lot of poop and dirtyness all around the room. It will going to be matter of few months untill the eggs hatched and the new born learn to fly. Till that it will be pretty difficult to keep the room clean. These pigeons make it quite stinky.
To confess I do not wanted my room to get dirty, so I made the pigeons fly away. I closed the room door, so that they could not make their way inside again. I know the eggs are there on top , but if I allow the pigeons, it means to invite unwanted dirtyness in my room. I saw the mother pigeon trying to get inside the room and keep hovering around in and out of the door. But I am unable to find a way to keep the egg and thr pigeon family safe. There are risks of cats too, so can't place the eggs to differrnt location within the house.
Now I know I did something which is against the law of nature. It is something which is not good, and I somehow hurt the small #featheredfriends. But at same time I am unable to find a way to avoid this circumstances.
I am now worried thinking, how my act going to haunt me. It is scary but I am just clueless, what to do and whst not. I saw the pain and emotion in the mother pigeons eye. And that looks keeps coming to me. I just happened to spoil the new life by not letting the pigeons to hatch within the room. But at same time I wanted my rooms to remain clean and hygiene.
Wondering am I did the right thing ? Is there way this thing can be avoided.?? What you would have done to avoid this bad act??? How this act comes back to me and in what form.????
There are so many doubts and confusion and with this confession, I just hope I can avoid the sin I committed.
@steemflow