I wanted nothing more than to play music today but the tatami bugs seem to have come back and I need to sort out some final things for my taxes so I spent my long Monday break between classes vaccuuming

Creativity isn’t a asset or a tool. It’s your life force. I am just starting to understand that now. For too many years I had a strong ideas about the kinds of songs I wanted to create and such high standards

Whenever I jam like this I get ideas for new songs. The problem is never not enough ideas. It's too many and making sure I focus on the best ones. One of the reasons I like making videos like this is it

Every two or three months I like looking back at my plans from the 2-3 months before and see if I am behind or ahead of schedule. Just checked and I am way ahead in most aspects. I’m on schedule to have

What is acknowledgement? What does it mean to be seen? Does it really matter? Why do we want it so much? This is a question I think about a lot as both an artist on a personal journey and an armchair

As I listen to the near final mix of our live album, I try to process all kinds of unreleated moments…. Arguments, goodbyes, opportunities, failures. Most of that is not meant for here. Our last show was

Nervous isn’t the right word…. Or maybe it is? Anxious? Still not it… Excited….? Overwhelmed? There we go. All of the above so overwhelmed feels most accurate. In 24 hours I will be in a very different

Who knew it only took an hour and a half a day to be a rockstar? I know rockstar is definetly overstating it but we aren’t that far off here. I’m making music I love and more and more people are taking

I woke up with the pleasant surprise that two people had watched a youtube short and decided to watch a few more videos and then subscribe. It hits a lot deeper when someone watches and shows real interest

The live footage we took during a show in September ended up much better than we planned. I decided to share the entire show, which in combination with another show which together will be cleaned up,

There have been multiple times in my life when I found myself obsessed with something that felt too “me” to have been created by someone else. Lyrics that hint at emotions you’ve never seen anywhere outside

Every day has exciting updates that I wish I could share with everyone but I can't because I want you to hear the final recordings when it's ready. I just heard the cleaned up and mastered version of a

In October I had the idea to finally release an album, something I wasn’t sure if I even wanted to do prior, because in 2026 I don’t see a clear distinction between uploading songs on youtube and soundcloud

Edited a little clip from my very first jam on stage. I had jammed a few dozen times with friends back when I lived with other musicians, but doing it on stage is a totally different beast. I don't know

I’ve been trying not to share out of obligation but only when i feel inspired to write and share and when I genuinely just want to get something out of my system. That’s not to say I haven’t created anything.

Just like that I emerged into the wider world, not sure exactly how to interact with it, only sure of what I want right now. I can’t imagine how my desires might evolve as the world exerts its will on

Recently I’ve been experimenting with a new style of short video that blends some music experiments, video experiments and some messages I’d like to leave people with about pursuing dreams, adaptong to

Breathe life into my wings Broke too many bones on my first few attempts Thought these wings might be defects Turns out the weight I was carrying wasn’t mine. Let me shed it and try once more Battered

We planned to get dinner at 7:30 and i had already finished work and practicing for my show at the end of the month, so I had 40 minutes to kill. I thought I’d pop in at the DJ cafe/bar i used to hang

The last few months have seen me dedicated to a steady flow of music. First I wrote two new songs, then adapted two old songs (including this one) to wlectric guitar. Then I made a bunch of videos like