Looking for a hate heart

My thoughts
I can not understand
Feet headed
Head on foot
My thoughts
It's worth noting
Who should
And I do not have to look
But I can not understand
Something
What I just realized
You leave me
Without a definite cause
Something that should happen
You hurt me
You have to hate me
I'm looking for something that has gone
I'm looking for a heart I hate
I'm looking
I can not see anyway
I'm looking for a heart I hate