Hello everyone, I just joined steemit this big group. Hope to know a lot of good friends, the mood at the moment do not know if it is happy or sad. Let me introduce myself first, my name is Wu, I am from Taishan, Guangdong Province, China. The impression on Taishan is that of overseas Chinese. Do you know whether there are any Taiwanese compatriots in this big group of steemit? I just said that I do not know how to describe my feelings. Actually, I am not an optimistic person. In other words, I feel sad and heartless if I have a strong heart and fearlessness. Why is this? Come and listen to my story!
2017 is my most memorable year, but also the most painful year. Why do you say that? Because I embark on a road of no return.
Macau, is a city so nostalgic, gambling paper. There are delicious Portuguese tarts, famous Cuban, street snack tea restaurant, more Chinese and Western culture, historical monuments.
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And I also work in Maucao. It has been almost three years since I came to work here. It can also be said that I have worked here for three years. I came to Macau from 2015 to work, when I was still very naive, my heart was very sunshine. Because after all, the experience is still very small, just graduated, holding a dream heart come here, hoping to have their own career. At that time I was very saved, every time I made a salary I am not willing to use, are stored up, the dream is to make more money. My heart is also thinking of how to make more money, so I look into the stock market, I now dimly remember I was in the stock market in March 2015, followed by a stock market crash, stuck in it, but also a lot of loss, but it is also small Fight, and no obstacles. This is mediocre who spent two years in Macau.
By 2017, my heart to make money is still very strong, so I embarked on a gamble of no return. At the beginning of human nature, good nature, everyone born to know what gamble? With the influence of the environment and the prevalence of social gambling, people are fascinated by it. At the beginning of the time of contact, or hold the ten gamble nine lose psychology, little play. But do not know God is still attached to me or a joke with me, or this joke is too open. Gave me a sweet. Assets went up to 160,000 in May, when I was working for two years and saved only about 60,000. My mentality is also very good, that is a small play, play a few months there is so much money. Think about it, my God, I have never seen such a long 160 000, how kind of mood that excitement. Unfortunately, the good news will not last long. On the day of May 16, my mentality exploded. I lost money overnight and still owed the debt. Suddenly felt the black sky, exudes a strange atmosphere, the atmosphere filled with repressed feeling, that feeling suffocating. As the saying goes, money is not a panacea, there is no money but is absolutely impossible, think hard work 2 years of hard-earned money in the bet is turned into a piece of white paper, a tie in the still, but in a short A few hours or tens of minutes or even tens of seconds out of control, what kind of frustration and remorse. gambling! For thousands of years are hot topics, how many happy and loving families for its fragmentation, wife and children scattered? How many loyal lovers for it to dumping production, go no way.
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So the whole person has changed, the attitude becomes very bad. Sad heart, why would be reduced to this point, I really should not touch the gambling, although I can taste the sweetness, but the sweetness behind that is a huge pain, gambling paper let me lost myself.
Wearing the shape of life on the road, lost like a fog, surrounded by my body and mind, do not see the road ahead, can not find the direction. Unknowingly lost its way, lost his thoughts, looking up to the sky, the future where to go ......
