DeadHeads: Black Hole Tai Chi

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Black Man with Medium Sized Fro Hair, my age is practicing Tai Chi Improv in the middle of a low traffic neighborhood street:

I pass him and ackgnowledge him. He is practicing his meditative connection with his body.

I walk down the street, it turns out he follows me. I walk up to smell a rose, and he calls out to me to tell me something.

The words do not make sense.

He smells the Rose next to the one that I smelled.

The roses are good. Common Ground has been established.

Martial Artist: [A description of Muscles, and Squid, and Beaks. The Beaks of the Muscles, and the Squid and the Octopus are related. It has to do with their color.]

[I am curious about the level of his pain concerning George Floyd and recent protests.]

Traveler: I am not familiar with the anatomy of those animals.

MA: Can I show you something?

T: Sure.

[I do my best to relax and accept my surroundings. I am nervous and tense. He is within my personal space now. He places his fingers on my right chest]

MA: This is a Gravity Well. The channel connects to your left ear.

[Right chest to Left Ear.]

[I feel an increased flow of blood or heat in left ear.]

MA: So you don't have to be E L E C T R I C.

[Have been on a long walk, and feeling apprehensive about long walks, due to increase in exhaustion recently, and strange electrical shocks along the left hand side of my chest when I am falling asleep at night -- Experience is passing, and highly related to increased amounts of stress, and anxiety.]

[I interpret his statement as though there is an energy well - a source of gravity that pulls in excess static located oppositionally to my heart, within my 'energy body']

Perhaps some psychic blockage within my energy body is contributing toward this sudden [6 months ago] loss of vitality, and then increased experiences of night time seizures / muscular / electric shocks / heart catches, etc.

I recall when studying some concept of black holes in the human energetic field.
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TANGENT: Acid trip, looking down at my body and seeing black holes through my body. -- created rainbow light ideology, that they must be absolved through light, in an agnostic attempt toward primal order. I do not know the order, but the light knows the order.

TANGENT: Searching for black holes function in auric field during schizophrenic episode post LSD in college. Luciferic? Angel of Death? Infinity and anti-infinity.

Polarity of power?
Heart and Anti-Heart?

Where is the Black Sun Located?

// End Tangent.

.:.

MA: I have something to show you.

[Enter mirrored martial artist improv demonstration. I follow, He leads.]

Exercise continues, he tries to handstand to plant his foot against the nearby stopsign, in an inverted position. He fails, but I can see his attempt. I fail as well.

Both of us only manage to land part of the body against the wooden pole of the sign.

He rolls around, and I roll around, I get those light headed sparks flowing over my head.

He poses, I pose.

MA: I like how you hold your tilt.

Tilt of he abdomen and pelvis, Watch Kung Fu Movies.

We close up he asks me to lead in a strike, I make a move, he makes a move, his move has strength and power behind it, the strike stops before hitting my body by about 6 inches.

Discipline and an exercise of containment within space.
.:.

MA: I talk to my father [Something else incoherent]

[God? Physical Father?]

T: In the way we all speak to our father?

Silence.

MA: Go, and talk to Death, Let me know how it goes.

[Walking away from the experience, with clarity. I am the destroying angel in consciousness. All of eternity passes away by each footstep. My attachments to this world are embers and ashes at my feet, I hold no anxieties, and have a singleness of composure and purpose moving forward.]

MA: [calls out parting comment] Many Hands.

[Many Hands: -- Many Hands -- Many Hands Make Light Work. Light Work. Light Workers. Co-operation. A guild of light workers? - Avalokiteśvara has many hands.]
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.:.

5 hours later, exhausted, walk was too far, pushed myself.

how long does it take to rebuild stamina?

Who is the manifestation of Death that I have an appointment with?

[There are no images online or phrases concerning gravity wells that exist within the human body.]

.:.

Talking to Schizophrenic people has a serious quality to it, a connection to something deeply significant, while also a disorganized sense of coherence and tangental, loosely correlated thoughts. Highly mystical. Similar to how you speak to a child, but children are more coherent in their narrative.

Nap. Eat. Check Email. Nap.

Blog.

Life returns to normal.

Sober Encounter [/DATE]

I've had a disproportionately high amount of encounters with these people. It's an unsafe hobby. But fascinating. And I feel they can be transcendent.

Not all of them are transcendent.

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