I lost my maternal GrandMa last 17th October. She was sick, she was old, she was admitted to the hospital, was in life support and gone...
I went to visit her home. But I couldn't say her goodbye, she was not responsive.
I raised by my GrandMa. My Mom was a working woman and my GrandMa was my caregiver. We have millions of memory together.
It's not like that we feel very sad about this event. We all more or less were prepared for this moment. But losing someone can never feel okay.
I was not online for a few days, I was not on any social media, Steem or anything. I was not that sad but I don't know why I couldn't make myself engage in any kind of online staff.
Everyone is okay now, every family member is back to their normal life including now. Life goes on like this. And here I'm in Steem again. But the gap never gonna fill up.
I will miss you Nany. You surely will be in my heart...
It's been nine days since I write anything. I'm still not feeling like I'm into it. Maybe I need some more time. But yeah, it's life. We have to get back to our life and take care of our responsibilities.
I will see you around!
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