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Greeting everyone
The place where I am at , is the destination of my vacation. I am visiting—the place is amazing ! Everything around here is intoxicating. I am attached to so many things that I don't even know. I am so deeply infatuated to it that I have forgotten that I am only visiting here. The visit is for a limited period of time . Cannot be here forever. No one can . I have to go back.
After coming here I have lost my own identity, in exchange, I have made myself known as someone else— I have given myself a persona—a fake identity . To make things worse—I am not even aware of the fact that I have lost my originality. I am deep in sleep— dreaming at all time. Dreaming has become an illness to me. I even dream while I am awake, my antire system is captured by it.
I have lost control of myself. I have made myself a slave. Someone else is playing with my life. Only because I am intoxicated and sleeping. I don't remember who I am anymore. I can't recall myself— I am always surrounded by the falsehood. I have no knowledge about my own originality— my own core.
How do I look beyond all falsehood? Do I really have an existence other than what I know after coming here to visit ? Do I really have an originality which I have forgotten? Can I get my originality back?
How do I get myself out of the dream— the falsehood? I want my originality back— I need to go back. The visit is coming to an end.
Thank you 
