MONDAY'S FREE WRITE! HOW WAS YOUR VETERANS DAY? WE WENT TO THE LAKE
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DAILY PROMPT: HELMET
Maybe I really needed a helmet. Or atleast thats what 
@hotsauceislethal always told me. It may have saved me some trouble.. lolol
I honestly tried to make the best of my day. It just seems the simplest of things like gathering everyone up and hoping in the car for the day at the lake, is extremely painful. The lyrica they had me on covered a lot of pain up but it made my kidneys hurt and I'm 20 % blinder than I was. So I just try to get through. It's not easy anything stresses me out, stress causes more pain and it just a vicious cycle.
But we needed to enjoy the weather because its fixing to get really cold soon and well, I'm going to miss the heat.
So we went to Chicken Shack and picked up 20 pieces of fried chicken tenders and fries and ate while some birds looked like they were hanging up on us. I'll admit I was a little scared there. Lolololol
The kids got to swim some. The water was a bit too cold for me but I got to have some sun and get out. They are getting so big. I really hoped life could be different but dam... it really doesn't seem as it will. I'll always be in pain, theyll never do anything but push pills and until I have money. They wont do shit. Medical treatment. Treatments a luxury. Symptom managementis for the poor. In any rate, I will continue to rest. Do my free writes. As I find them easy to open up more about myself and work on this cool video idea i have. Baby steps. I just have to live slowly. Lol.
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