I’ve run out of reasons why not to, I created my whole new world of possibilities even when I couldn’t name it yet,
I’ve run out of possibilities why not to, I wanted to still figure out why all of the failures just had happen,
I’ve run out of possibilities why not to, I can’t take away all of the pain, all of the wounds and the regret that’s been building,
I’ve run out of possibilities why not to, I’ve left nothing more to say about the rest of everything else, even there’s a lot in mind,
I’ve run out of possibilities why not to, but could you even tell me why it needs to of force, to be of pain, whisper me any reasons why…
I’ve got nothing more to change, I can think about the next chapter to come, I can think about how to use and make this experience look better,
I’ve got nothing more to change, I wish somebody could tell me what had really happened, how tragic it is, how painful it is really,
I’ve got nothing more to change, at the end of the day I just know I’ve lost for myself for a long time God knows how long I’ve been numb,
I’ve got nothing more to change,I’ve wanted to understand, I’ve wanted to know the root cause of this but I know history doesn’t explain itself plainly,
I’ve got nothing more to change, the patterns shows you what it has been wrapping you around, warming you up to what’s about to come…
I needed a chance to break free, to find that courage to wake up and be able to breathe from all of the pain, who knows what pain I’m already grieving,
I needed a chance to break free, I wanted to come back from what I have lost with all of the memories and future plans that could possibly happen,
I needed a chance to break free, I wanted to count all of the reasons why did this happen, why I fallen into the trap that could have been avoidable,
I needed a chance to break free, say I’s not my fault, say there’s more to this pain, but I couldn’t, I am to to blame for everything I fell into the coldest trap…
I wanted to hide to the rest of everything, but I needed to go to the world and reclaim my voice back, and just trying to hold my head back,
I wanted to hide to the rest of everything, I don’t even understand why I’m still here, I could just decide to leave and protect the remaining peace left,
I wanted to hide to the rest of everything, but you don’t decide to what’s left, you don’t get to decide what my future would be like,
I wanted to hide to the rest of everything, I wanted to just give up the fight, wanted to accept all the pain that was bestowed upon me but this is not the way to be sober in a day dream,
I wanted to hide to the rest of everything, I should just give up and be miserable, but the Universe doesn’t just allow me to…
Watchwords:
To see the broken glass to what makes me
I was searching to the life within
A world that is just upside down
Can you joint in the mess
Do you know what is for
Here is Tikatarot, who dares you to answer the question, “Who am I?”..
As and will always be reminding you to dream:
