Are the habits you fall into, is right for you?? Do the habits keep you well?? Or do you have to repent for every habit, often you question your own conscience?? Yes, after spending the whole day with the daily habits of every human being, at the end of the day when the tired body is left in bed, the human being has to reckon with both good and bad deeds through out the day.
Often you are questioning your conscience for your mixed habits. You are being bitten by remorse, sorrow, pain, stinging inside yourself. There is no peace in anything. Repeatedly, "What am I doing? Why are I making these mistakes? " It will change, it will seem that I am fine. What I am doing is good, the days are going well . I'm having fun, I'm laughing, I'm doing whatever I'm happy with. I spent the night without sleeping, having a bad mood with the nonsensical thoughts of last night.
Do you know the truth?? The night you were regretting for the mistakes was not really a good deed for you. If it was a good deed, it would not have stuck to your conscience. It would not have bothered you. Your conscience is really pulling you towards the light, and the emotion is pulling you towards the darkness day by day with the joy of the moment . Even if you don't understand now, you will understand one day. Yes, because by then you are too late.
So try to understand yourself once in a while to have time. Avoid the habits that you have to question your conscience before you go to sleep, as soon as possible. Remember, no matter what the emotion does, it will be caught by the conscience at some point or another. And when it is caught by the conscience, the conscience will decide what is right and what is wrong. Emotion will be wrong a hundred times, but conscience will never.