The black world is almost in the mind
approaching me becomes an abomination in the soul
he is a sin
I know it's a sin
burning black flames in the dark
I cried lamenting reality, bitter, sick, pictured in the blood until stabbed into the crown
My life is not for me
my life is not for you
My cry is not for me
not for you
heartache said
I am a sinner
though I can not bear to support it
bring life to justice
can only contemplate
full of uncertain shadows
my life is like this
white is not mine anymore ..
right now I am praying for my Best Friend In Heaven
to thank my life for what it is.
Asking, pleading, wishing that I did to get a place in His Love.
Forgetting the bad reality, walking in a new life.
regards 