I walked along this small footpath. Nothing has changed from this place. Not a bit. The sun began to rise, I quickly ran my run. I do not know what made my feet go this far. Until a big tree shade really stop my step. Gazed motionless. Forcing my entire brain network back to explore the black and white strip.
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From my eyes busy looking for that figure. Where are you? Until spinning my body trying to find you in every corner of the school.
Braakkk ...
"Sorry sorry se ..." my sentence stopped as I lifted my face and you were right in front of my eyes.
Huhhh finally.
Regardless of the word sorry from me, you're busy clearing up your fallen books. And I? Of course, busy staring at your face.
"I'm sorry I rushed," she said smoothly melting me.
"Not really. I'm wrong "my voice sounded nervous.
Stupid! It should be normal.
You're just smiling with a pair of dimples that make your face even more adorable.
"Koko" I dare to extend a hand.
"Anne" you welcome my hand. I'm lucky. As if hypnotized, my eyes never stop staring at you tampa blink. And you know? Your smile is able to stop the rotation of the earth.

School bell separates the meeting without the plan. Since then, we have met so often in unintentional. In the cafeteria, the library even again seemed to be lucky to continue. We go home together. Too many opportunities for us together. Then why delay? I decided to express love and you also have the same sense. Really I've never been this happy.
I know you're here "I said quietly without expression.
"I want to be alone!" You say.
No matter what you say. I'm sitting next to you, on a stool next to a shady tree where you usually let go of trouble. We are facing forward. Looking in the same direction.
"I said I want to be alone!" Your tears begin to cry.
I'm just silent without a word. With empty mind I am still beside you.
"I know. I also feel it, it is difficult but it is a reality ". I began to move my lips so that you buried your face in my chest with a million silhas of the beautiful eyes.
"Why are we born this way?". Your tear broke out in tears.
"We're sisters. Haha ... Silly !. We siblings "you shouted up from my hug.
I still see your face wet. Really I can not see you like this. I was totally devastated.
"Anne ... it's a reality. This is his destiny. We're brother's sister. Mama and Papa have divorced since we were small and Papa who raised me has long since died since I was 5 years old. Maybe Mama and Papa hate each other so they do not tell us a bit about us "I explained trying to calm.
"Fate did you say ?. What is destiny! I hate! "You go and leave me.
"Annee!" I call to stop but you do not care.
Afraid something happened because my seta you like desperate and hurt yourself. Sure enough. You drive at high speed. I almost lost track of you. Moreover there are trucks that block the view on this super solid road.
Anne please do not be like this.
Your car stopped in front of the house. I follow until you get inside.
Anne .. !!
You hold dozens of capsules in your hands.
You want to kill yourself? No I will not let it!
"Anne what are you doing?" I hold your hand firmly.
"Do not stop me!"
I failed to block your short thought. You managed to swallow those capsules. I'm late. I'm stupid! Can never stop your nervous stance. Unknowingly you lay with foam in your mouth. In a chaotic mind I took you to the hospital. I have no idea. I can not believe this. What is fate? Why is he so cruel? Why are we blood? My thoughts are confused. Totally messed up with a million fears of losing you.
"What's wrong with anne?" A middle-aged woman voice came up to me in the waiting room.
"Mother ..." it's rigid that my tongue calls that name.
"Anne wanted to kill herself earlier" I continued.
Mother? Are you in front of me now? Really I can not believe it anymore. The woman I've longed for.
After a long story telling mom holding my hand tightly. It was the first time I felt a mother's grip. The mother who gave birth to me and Anne.
Your hand is still in my hand. Immovable with pale faces and attached medical devices.
"I'm going to continue my education in New York. It is not your intention to leave you in your heart. But maybe this is the best thing for you not to be this sick. My sister. I love you"
You're just silent. Your eyes are still beautiful. Silence did not react.
Slowly I let go of the grip that I really can not afford and step out of the white room tampa decoration.
And since then I've never seen you again.
I looked at the pseudo face that had slowly disappeared. Ah ... maybe I miss you too much. I parked the car in front of your house. Momentarily gathered the strength to dare to enter and push the button. Perhaps soon there will be a beautiful figure behind the door. And when I lift my head ... The face that had been in my mind. A face that always accompanies in my loneliness. Never change, stay beautiful. Shut up. Only two pairs of corneas speak to each other.
"Sister .." you say stiffly.
I smile. And you? Just called me brother?
You let me in. I'm sitting on the couch. A lot has changed from this place. But the atmosphere, warm-hearted.
"How are you Anne?" I started the conversation.
"All right, kak. Have you been in Indonesia for a long time? "He said pleasantly with a pair of dimples that faithfully beautify your face.
"About 3 days already. I'm getting busy. How are you? "
You silence. The smile that has been expanding on your face slowly disappears.
"Anne" I demand answers.
"Mom has died about 5 months ago" he said flatly.
Degg ..!
This blood and heartbeat seemed to stop doing. I have not even seen him since that incident.

There was silence. Crowds are not revealed.
"I tried to contact you but could not" he continued.
I'm still silent.
"Message mother, get married and happy with new brother's family"
This time my heart is smiling. My sister ... You have changed a lot.
And in your eyes I find the light full of sincerity.
"Anne, tomorrow I'm going back to New York"
"Very fast. I do not want to stay here a while? "
"There are many things to be done. You keep yourself here "
Anne smiled, so did I.
We stepped out of the mother's funeral. I'm sure he'll settle down here.
"You must come in my marriage"
"Of course my sister"