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This is something I have written 10 days ago and totally forgot about it because I've been very busy lately and I think I will forgot my own head somewhere lol. Enjoy :)

You don't really understand until it happens to you.
Many things happened lately, just like it was happening before, just like it will happen in the future.
Many people are living in the past or worrying about future, and in all that thinking, they forget how to live in this present time.
You can't live thinking about what should you have done, what could have been etc.
Nor should live ovethinking your future plans, because every little detail you plan, 'life' can rush it.
It is important to learn how to live now.
If you are strong in this moment, you will be strong tomorrow.
If you build your strenght in your mind and soul, there is no thing that could rush you. Every little thing that happens is a part of something bigger. There is no such thing as 'coincidence'.
This is not my very first time to say that everything is connected.
Your dreams, people you meet, all 'signs on the road' have connection in your story. It's up to you to read between the lines, to always watch what is under and behind. To never accept something as it looks, because everything is not as it seems.
From my own little experience and my own mistakes..you should make your priorities, but because of that priorities you shouldn't close your eyes for everything around. There are always those people who will catch that moment when you are not focused to everything and anything and try to make your life harder. Why? Hard to tell, there are those that feel kind of happy if they harm someone, it brings satisfaction to them.. I believe that is because of some inner flaw,issue or complex but I hope there are much more greater people so it is not necessary to pay special attention to every dogs barking, just be awaken and take care.
When you are at peace with yourself and when you are true to your innerself no one can have power over you, because the power is only in you.
It's important to find balance, that is the only way you could put everything together and not miss a thing.
Lately one older man told me that a man is the biggest beast in the world..and I asked him if he believed that no animal can do to the other man what one man can.He looked me directly into my eyes and said 'Yes, animals have more compassion then people will ever have'. I will remember that look for very long time.
Also, he told to be aware of people who are fake smiling, they are first to stab back.. But if you have strong back, they can't do anything.
He told me to never try to get revenge because that is the easiest way to get dirt into your soul.
Well, I want to believe that there are still good in the people. I've made a lot of mistakes because of that belief, but when I turn back and look.. if things didn't happen the way it happened I wouldn't be the person I am today, and maybe I wouldn't see and feel things I have seen and I have felt.
Neither everything has to be bad, nor good.
Countless is in between. What is good for you, maybe it's bad for someone around you. Sometimes we choose something bad for us, just so it will be good for someone around us.And I have to wonder why. If I have people around me that love me and those people I love too, why would I have to sacrifice my good for their good? If we love each other, aren't we supposed to do what is best for ourselves and help each other to achieve goals and make sure to never step on each others legs?
How can I enjoy my happiness if I know that I'm happy because of my friend's sadness? That can't be friendship.
How can I build my luckiness over somebody's misfortune?
From all hard riddles, a man is the hardest to solve.
You can never be sure what lays in someone.
With animals it's easier. Instinct is something they listen to. And they know the true meaning of it. They will tell you if you know how to understand. If you spend some time watching you can see their way of behavior, nothing is mixed..but with humans.. they think one thing, say second, do third.. Not living in harmony makes life hard. Not only in you, but around you.
So we all should find peace in ourselves and never loose that inner child.

There is difference between silently knowing the truth and not knowing the truth but speaking so loud like you actually know.
Fools think they know everything and how they are the smartest and of course, always bringing some advices.
Smart people know there are always more to learn and don't even find themselves special smart.

I used to say blind man can feel more colours than one who actually sees colours. But at the end, the most important thing is what you have inside. When you understand that, everything becomes clearer.

Wave goodbye to the past, smile and enjoy this moment, look forward to your future. :)

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