For the past few days, I cannot just understand why I suddenly felt drawn to this one special person. I am trying to figure out if its romantic or obsessive in nature but then, I realized that I was attracted to that person not physically but because of that person's character. Believe it or not folks, this person is so kind, merciful and, very compassionate. I have never seen anyone like that. I am not going to deny that I attempted numerously to know more about that person and, how that person became that person today.
I started the journey learning that that person has a healthy family life and, I am not going to deny that I am a bit jealous and, at the same time, I am also happy. Then suddenly, nothing. I am aware that we are our own pr managers in the social media and, I initially thought that that person must be going for the privacy thing but, looking through numerous people which I have established were connected or involved in a way or another, there is really nothing. Like, this creature's happy ever after got cut up.
I stopped "researching" not because I got my daily dose or fix but simply, looking back on it, I realized that even the most wonderful soul experienced a form of devastation in a way or another and, I felt so assured and inspired at the same time. Contrary to what that person would have expected me to do, I felt that my admiration and respect were greater this time because, it makes me feel that I can relate to that creature more.
Yes guys, I am aware that I kept saying that person or creature because I wanted to shield that person from any prying eyes.
Perhaps, the saying that a compassionate soul was born from suffering and difficulties because that person knows exactly what I need and feel even without me verbalizing them. Yes. I have received crazy feedbacks from that creature. I knew that its not personal. Its part of the creature's job actually.
I honestly do not know the complete impact of that person in my life but, I think I am getting some clue now. That clue says that I wanted to be the best person that I could possibly be- not just in my professional life but, in my personal life as well.... And, its not an excuse that I suffered greatly before or that, there are a lot of obstacles coming my way.
It simply boils down to this: I got here, you can too. I know that that's what that person is saying........
