I know that life is different for everyone; after all, destiny differs. God never created humans to be the same; there is always this uniqueness, different paces, and all that.
To some people, they are having it very easy, having access to whatever they want as simple as ABC, while some aren't; it's all about struggle to survive, struggle to achieve a thing, and the list goes on. Some persons too are living their best, like heaven on earth; it's their luck.
Have I ever felt behind in life? Hmmm, this question felt emotional to me, but I was able to quickly remind myself that God is never late; sometimes, he has reasons for everything. I have not seen any master planner greater than Him. As long as I know I did my part without involving laziness and I prayed along too, I was open-minded to face whatever came my way as things kept unfolding.
In the area of my career, I really felt behind, and the feeling has been dealing with me to date, but I am grateful for life and for other little opportunities I kept surviving with. Right from the time I graduated with my classmates, I personally struggled to get a place of internship, and when I look around, I see my classmates getting it in multiple ways. In fact, some did it twice in different hospitals, bagging the huge money involved those days, whereas getting one proved difficult for me.
I spent two years at home searching for this same internship while my mates were done and proceeded to do their NYSC. That feeling wasn't good at all because I was never a dull student, but it baffles me that after interviews, I wouldn't hear anything again but see my mates who I am more sound than them academically grabbing this offer at ease.
Finally, I got mine, but ever since I finished my NYSC, securing a job in my field has proven abortive, and there again, I see my mate doing well in the same profession. At a point, I regretted doing this course; maybe I would have gone for a course that wouldn't give me stress looking for a job, but all the same, my God never left me behind. He still makes a way for me through other means aside from my profession.