Many times and perhaps all my life I walk around with the feeling that I am not good enough. That no matter how many people I help, how much I will try to be supportive, contains, happy, it is not enough. I will never be a good enough son. A good enough partner. A good enough person. Where does this feeling come from? And is it possible to change this belief?
I went to "investigate" whether this problem exists only in my head or I'm not alone in the world. Most of the posts I read here deal mostly with these questions.
We are constantly acting in terms of punishment and retribution, criticizing judgment and accusations against the world and others, all in order to prove to ourselves that we are good enough, that if the others are less good than us, then maybe we are all right. Or if we excel in business, studies, art - then we are good. But if you suddenly go weaker, then no longer ...
It is possible that all human violence story is basically inferiority of the man who feels unable to provide the woman, and in an attempt to impress her, he tries to prove his superiority in ways that aggression and violence.
This may be a quite broad generalization of all the kinds of violence that exist today in our culture, but I certainly agree with this definition, at its deep level.
These cultural oppressions are already deeply rooted in our culture (human culture).
And at their base is the assumption - we are not good enough.
Our destructive culture is built on a struggle between good and evil, we are the good ones - against those who are not good enough - the bad ones. Everyone has his bad guys, those who are not good enough. Those who act out of power or greed or simply stupid.
If instead of beating the bad guys, we will seek to heal, perhaps we will find that healing is healing of ourselves. The separate self-wants to heal through connection, not through submission of evil, of the evil parts within us. Our healing demands the opposite: self-acceptance, self-love, and self-confidence. In contrast to our best intentions, we will never eliminate the evil and violence of our culture by trying to overcome, regulate, and control a human nature that we think is evil.
The war in human nature, no less than our war on nature itself (through the attempt to engineer and control it), we will create only more separation, more violence, more hatred.
Violence cannot be won with violence. Also in the internal sense. I can go to war against parts of myself that I think are bad, but even if I win, the victors become the new villains. I win myself, but I do not become whole. Instead, I project my dominion toward myself, out on the world.
Yes, of course, self-acceptance. . . The idea is more or less a cliche these days. But the full expression of self-acceptance, self-love, and self-confidence is absolutely radical and challenges many doctrines of how to be a good person.
Today a new understanding of self-arises, selfishness is interpreted as something completely different. The selfishness that strengthens the good within me, whose premise is that we want to do good, with ourselves, and therefore with the world, because we are not separate.
The desire to do evil is the desire to control and eradicate evil, to destroy the Jews, to destroy the Muslims, to castrate the men, to train the women and children, to domesticate the animals. It is precisely the release of the control of the selfish impulses that is the key to creating the desired unity.
But then what, we'll sit in the house, eat sweets, get scared on TV, and pay the slaves to do all our work?
To be good to ourselves, to understand that just as we are enough, to love ourselves, it is perhaps the most radical thing we can do nowadays. How to begin? You can say it out loud laughter or ridicule may arise, especially if you do it in the presence of other people), you can touch yourself with a loving touch, you can pamper our selves with sweets or other material pleasures, you can thank our selves for the difficulties, pain, and suffering we sometimes experience And to understand that this is part of life. We can allow ourselves to cry If we like...
Various naturalists recognize social behavior in many other species, some of them very far from us at the level of their development. Wolves share their food fairly with other wolves and rely on close wolves in raising their offspring. Among horses, elephants, hyenas, and dolphins you can also see many friendships. One study found social behavior, almost human, among 120 Collie dogs, even higher than that known to nature's great collaborators: chimpanzees.
As early as the beginning of the twentieth century, psychologist Alfred Adler suggested that the basic need for belonging had evolutionary and developmental advantages. He also estimated that the central motivation for our activity was social (and not necessarily sexual, as Freud had predicted) and that the need to belong was a deep human need. Adler's theories have recently been positively echoed in the work of two animal behavior researchers at the University of Pennsylvania. Dorothy Cheney and Robert Separate challenged the traditional Darwinian assumption that the aggressive, the competitive and the dominant species of species had more offspring. The two conducted a study of the social behavior of baboons and examined the social habits of 90 monkeys in Botswana for more than 15 years. Their work was summed up in a fascinating book, in which they determined that the main predictor of the fertility of female baboons (the number of offspring) is the intensity of the social connection between these females and other females in the tribe. In addition, they found that the survival rate of the offspring of females with developed social connections was also higher, as was their life expectancy.
For the sake of the scientific heritage, the two also did not hesitate to dirty their research hands and examined the female droppings in an attempt to trace substances secreted from the body - which usually appear as a result of stress and stress. The death of a relative of the tribe caused a higher incidence of these substances in the dung. But it soon became clear to the researchers that after such a disaster, the females formed social relationships with new females and signs of distress were lost. Even natural selection seems to favor baboons who develop social connections within and outside the family.
In another study, the level of oxytocin (the hormone of cooperation known as the "trust molecule") among chimpanzees who spend their time in lice clearing other chimpanzees is similar to that of the high hormone that causes the presence of close relatives.
Towards the end of the 19th century. The traditional connection between people and their land and the small community that were part of it gave way to the new possibilities brought about by industrialization, but also to the alienation created by the accelerated process of urbanization. While in the first form of life people derived most of their psychological well-being, as well as the source of their identity and even their self-esteem from belonging to the group, in a slow but steady process we have now reached a situation in which people derive their psychological sense of well-being and self-esteem from their personal and unique qualities and personal achievements.
It is interesting to find out what happened on the way - from the 19th-century rural society to today's individualistic society. In an interesting coincidence, these years coincide with the development of the science of psychology, and since Adler introduced his theory, many behavioral scientists have had to express their learned opinion about the important connection between the individual and the society.
In an article he wrote in 1995 with Mark Leary of Duke University, titled "The Need to Belong: The Desire for Interpersonal Communication as Key Human Motivation," the authors state that people whose relationships with the environment are underdeveloped and their sense of social belonging do not provide behavioral and health-related deadlines.
"A large part of social behavior can be explained by the basic need to belong," they write. In their founding paper, the two argue that this need is more important than many other possible motivations, and is at the center of our thoughts, emotions, and behavior. In our opinion, much of our anxieties stem from fear of rejection and social isolation.
Baumeister and Leary's study received special attention, reflecting the interest of the research community on the new grounds. Their work was based on sociology, anthropology, political science, and of course on psychology.
I recently saw a BBC documentary trying to explain the phenomenon described here.
The film describes how the elite in the United States used Freud's theories to glorify the "self" and how it reaches the areas of consumerism and politics.
However, as a result of the accumulated experience in the behavioral sciences, it is possible to chart a certain sequence of tendencies and orientations related to internal or external focus. In other words, cumulative evidence can be presented about the strengthening of internal focus and the weakening of external focus in various areas of our lives. Moreover, scientific experience shows that it is possible to locate structures and social mechanisms that strengthen or weaken these foci. Because human behavior is based on social norms and powerful social mechanisms, one can accept the assumption that a generation that grows in a social environment that grants greater legitimacy to personal freedom and demands less co-existence and sacrifice will develop a lifestyle and worldview accordingly.
Simple egoism can be treated as the tip of the inner focus. August is a person who meets his needs and desires in the center of the world, regardless of the needs and desires of the community. Egoism is often expressed in demands, greed, and inability to curb immediate impulses and to maintain a fair partnership. The word egocentric often replaces the word egoistic, especially when the emphasis is not only on social behavior but on perception and the way society is viewed. In other words, an egocentric person is a person with a narrow point of view, blind to the needs, feelings, and points of view of those around him. Egoism is expressed, inter alia, in evading responsibility and fulfilling roles, not out of laziness, but out of exploitation and personal interest.
The opposite trait of egoism is altruism, and it expresses the giving and devotion to the other, consideration of others without consideration and personal benefit (at least without conscious benefit) in the name of a moral ideal.
Extreme selfishness, which involves excessive preoccupation with oneself, is perceived as the narcissistic personality disorder ("narcissism"). The narcissist is concentrated and self-absorbed, a kind of constant attention and social reinforcement. In fact, narcissists are people who suffer from a lot of self-love, that is, need others to assert their identity, while requiring exclusive attention. They are unable to empathize with the environment or to have close relationships unless they satisfy their personal needs.
This term comes from a fairy tale about a handsome Greek prince named Narcissus, who fell in love with his reflection from the swamp and could not break away from it until he died. A man in love with himself is called "Narcissi"
It is important to emphasize again that in complex and dynamic human reality, egotism, egocentricity, and narcissism, like any other human trait, cannot be classified according to black and white categories, but rather on a continuum of culturally dependent levels and characteristics.
The basic instinct paralyzes most systems in our body, allowing us to react to every sense of threat with great violence, to save our lives. In the twenty-first century, we do not encounter predator animals and we do not need the basic instinct, but we continue to use it as long as we have not developed our dormant emotional skills.
Overuse of the basic instinct increases our sense of anxiety, causes stress that affects our physical systems and shortens our lives. The basic instinct makes us interpret each encounter as a danger, and in response, we invest most of our resources in defense systems (walls and alarm systems, countless insurance plans, weapons and security budgets) and get into many confrontations with those around us.
But that does not mean that we have completely neglected our emotional skills. Despite selfishness, empathy allowed the development of civilization and the collaboration that allowed the establishment of advanced transport and communications systems, scientific discoveries, and social agreements.
We overuse our basic instinct, but we also have the opportunity to develop our emotional skills and create a world of sharing. Human nature is indifferent to both possibilities, and the choice is in the hands of each of us.
Is the world going to become a world of co-existence, in which we relinquish violence and preserve nature, or will the conglomerates become even more powerful and control us in more sophisticated ways? Everyone seems to have the choice. I believe that emotional coaching provides tools for anyone who chooses a culture of sharing.
Every encounter we have with ourselves, with others and with the reality in which we live is a bridge that we cross. The emotional skills allow us to pass through it safely and create a better world.
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