Generally, I consider myself to be a very open person. I love openly and my people are and will always be my people. I know what it feels to be loved and so I try my best to love my people openly and to the fullest. I understand that someone’s I am very extra but honestly, that’s just me. Love should be shown wholeheartedly so the other party can experience it the right way.
So, this friend of mine is someone a met a while back and we’ve been kicking it off for a long time now. I love that she’s very open minded and she’s someone I’m able to have fun with and talk about so many stuff. You don’t really meet such people around here as everyone is always buried in their phone so our relationship is a pretty special one.
Everyone of us has their personal business an I try my best to stay out of peoples business unless they speak to me about it and even when they do, I try to not invade so much into it. Basically, this friend of mine happens to have something good going on for her which I’m very happy about but out of nowhere, she starts acting funny. Imagine meeting up after a while to hang out and you decide to be cold towards me the entire time. Honestly, it was a total waste of time to me because I left feeling very bad for something that wasn’t my fault.
Honestly, I tried my best finding out what was wrong but she said nothing. So I just assumed it was just one of those days until I realized that energy was only towards me but not with others. That was odd but when I thought about it later, it made me think about so many things. It really difficult to understand people sometimes but I believe the best thing to do is to talk things out with someone if something is wrong instead of acting weird and making them feel bad.
Eventually, I just decided to let things be because I did my best. I’m not about to kill myself because someone woke up and decided to act funny or be in a mood till God knows when. I’m someone who values my relationships with people but sometimes it really exhausting. I probably act the same way sometimes but hey, who knows. Just let people be.
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