18 years are nothing, but they are everything [Eng/Esp]

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18 years ago I was granted the title of physician, and I know that for some it may seem like a short time, but for me it is almost half of a life dedicated to the pursuit of healing, because before those 18 years as a graduate, there came 6 years as a student, of dawns without enough coffee, of trembling hands during theEs first suture, of the first "thank you, doctor" that pierced my soul.


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Today I add it up: 24 years since I entered medical school, which is more than half of my life devoted to understanding pain, to relieving it, to sitting beside a bed and speaking truths that hurt and hopes that sustain. And I decided to celebrate it today, not with a party or fireworks, but with a look backward and forward.


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Behind me lie many fulfilled challenges: a specialty in Family Medicine that taught me to see the whole patient, with their story, their family, their home; a master's degree in Infectious Diseases; a diploma in Intensive Care; and thenโ€ฆ the one that stole my heart: my specialty in Neurology dedicated to Pediatrics.


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Now I take care of small brains, nervous systems that are still being built, while I look into the eyes of mothers who hope for everything and fear everything. I have learned that a child with a neurological disease is not just a diagnosis; it is a smile that sometimes does not come, a gaze that gets lost, a hand that does not grasp, but it is also the therapy that works, the neuron that finds a new path, the daily miracle of brain plasticity. And there I am, with my doubts and my certainties.


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I have done all of this in Cuba, with all the difficulties that implies: the lack of reagents, equipment that breaks down with no spare parts arriving, endless shifts, a salary that does not suffice, the constant exodus of colleagues who leave seeking what is scarce here, but also with the nobility of a system that reached where others do not, with an excellent education that I carry as a source of pride, and with the human warmth that becomes medicine when the pharmacy is empty. I have learned that the greatest resource is not in a laboratory refrigerator; it is in the will to not give up.


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Ahead I see much more, because I want to keep learning, keep questioning myself, keep making mistakes and correcting them. Pediatric neurology is an expanding universe, and I am barely taking off. I want to write, to teach, to plant seeds in the young ones who come after me, while I watch my little patients reach adolescence, adulthood, that life that seemed so uncertain on the day of diagnosis.

Today, as I complete 18 years as a physician, I stop and say to myself: thank you for staying and not changing course when others veered off. 18 years are nothing, but when you look at them closely, they are everything.

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โœจ ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’Œ๐’” ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’…๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ! โœจ
๐‘ฐ๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’…๐’๐’โ€™๐’• ๐’Œ๐’๐’๐’˜ ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’š๐’†๐’•, ๐‘ฐโ€™๐’Ž ๐’‚ ๐‘ช๐’–๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’–๐’“๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’”๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’˜๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’†๐’“, ๐’‚ ๐’Ž๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“, ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’‚ ๐’…๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’Ž๐’†๐’“ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’โ€™๐’” ๐’‡๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ฏ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’‚๐’–๐’•๐’Š๐’‡๐’–๐’ ๐’”๐’‘๐’‚๐’„๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’๐’‚๐’“.
๐‘จ๐’๐’ ๐’•๐’†๐’™๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’Š๐’Ž๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’†๐’” ๐’‚๐’“๐’† ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’‚๐’ ๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’๐’”, 100% ๐’‰๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚๐’-๐’Ž๐’‚๐’…๐’† (๐’๐’ ๐‘จ๐‘ฐ).
๐‘ฉ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’†๐’“ ๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’ƒ๐’š ๐‘ณ๐’–๐’Ž๐’Š๐’Š.
๐‘ณ๐’๐’—๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’‘๐’๐’”๐’•? ๐‘ผ๐’‘๐’—๐’๐’•๐’†, ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•, ๐’๐’“ ๐’“๐’†๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’ ๐’”๐’‘๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’„๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’•๐’š! ๐Ÿ’›

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18 aรฑos no son nada, pero lo son todo

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Hace 18 aรฑos me otorgaron el tรญtulo de mรฉdico y sรฉ que para algunos serรก poco tiempo, pero para mรญ es casi la mitad de una vida entregada al afรกn de sanar, porque antes de esos 18 aรฑos como graduada vinieron 6 de estudiante, de madrugadas sin cafรฉ suficiente, de manos temblorosas en la primera sutura, del primer โ€œgracias, doctoraโ€ que me atravesรณ el alma.


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Hoy sumo: 24 aรฑos desde que entrรฉ a la facultad, o sea, mรกs de la mitad de mi vida dedicada a entender el dolor, a aliviarlo, a sentarme junto a una cama a decir verdades que duelen y esperanzas que sostienen. Y decidรญ que hoy lo celebro, no con fiesta ni fuegos artificiales, sino con la mirada atrรกs y hacia delante.


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Atrรกs quedan montones de retos cumplidos: una especialidad en Medicina Familiar que me enseรฑรณ a ver al paciente entero, con su historia, su familia, su casa; una maestrรญa en Enfermedades Infecciosas; un diplomado en Terapia Intensiva; y luegoโ€ฆ la que me robรณ el corazรณn: mi especialidad en Neurologรญa dedicada a la Pediatrรญa.


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Ahora cuido cerebros pequeรฑos, sistemas nerviosos que aรบn se estรกn construyendo, mientras miro a los ojos a madres que lo esperan todo y temen todo. He aprendido que un niรฑo con una enfermedad neurolรณgica no es solo un diagnรณstico, sino que es una sonrisa que a veces no llega, una mirada que se pierde, una mano que no agarra, pero tambiรฉn es la terapia que funciona, la neurona que encuentra un camino nuevo, el milagro cotidiano de la plasticidad cerebral. Y ahรญ estoy yo, con mis dudas y mis certezas.


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Todo esto lo he hecho en Cuba, con las dificultades que eso significa: la carencia de reactivos, los equipos que se rompen y no llegan repuestos, las guardias interminables, el sueldo que no alcanza, la fuga constante de colegas que se van a buscar lo que aquรญ escasea, pero tambiรฉn con la nobleza de un sistema que llegรณ donde otros no llegan, con una formaciรณn de excelencia que llevo como orgullo y con el calor humano que se vuelve medicina cuando la farmacia estรก vacรญa. He aprendido que el mayor recurso no estรก en una nevera de laboratorio, sino que estรก en la voluntad de no rendirse.


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Por delante vislumbro mucho mรกs, porque quiero seguir formรกndome, seguir preguntรกndome, seguir equivocรกndome y corrigiendo. La neurologรญa pediรกtrica es un universo en expansiรณn, y yo apenas voy despegando. Quiero escribir, enseรฑar, plantar semillas en los jรณvenes que lleguen despuรฉs, mientras veo a mis pacientes pequeรฑos llegar a la adolescencia, a la adultez, a esa vida que parecรญa tan incierta el dรญa del diagnรณstico.

Hoy, al cumplir 18 aรฑos de mรฉdico, me detengo y me digo: gracias por quedarte y no haber cambiado el camino cuando otros se desviaron. 18 aรฑos no son nada, pero cuando los miras bien, lo son todo.

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โœจ ยก๐‘ฎ๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’Š๐’‚๐’” ๐’‘๐’๐’“ ๐’๐’†๐’†๐’“! โœจ
๐‘บ๐’Š ๐’‚รบ๐’ ๐’๐’ ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’„๐’๐’๐’๐’„๐’†๐’”: ๐’”๐’๐’š ๐’๐’†๐’–๐’“รณ๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’‚ ๐’š ๐’†๐’”๐’„๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’๐’“๐’‚ ๐’„๐’–๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’๐’‚, ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’…๐’“๐’†, ๐’Ž๐’–๐’‹๐’†๐’“ ๐’š ๐’”๐’รฑ๐’‚๐’…๐’๐’“๐’‚ ๐’’๐’–๐’† ๐’†๐’๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’“รณ ๐’†๐’ ๐‘ฏ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’–๐’ ๐’‰๐’†๐’“๐’Ž๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’†๐’”๐’‘๐’‚๐’„๐’Š๐’ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’‚ ๐’—๐’๐’๐’‚๐’“.
๐‘ฌ๐’ ๐’•๐’†๐’™๐’•๐’ ๐’š ๐’๐’‚๐’” ๐’Š๐’Žรก๐’ˆ๐’†๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’”๐’๐’ ๐’…๐’† ๐’Ž๐’Š ๐’‚๐’–๐’•๐’๐’“รญ๐’‚, 100% ๐’‰๐’–๐’Ž๐’‚๐’๐’๐’” (๐’”๐’Š๐’ ๐‘ฐ๐‘จ).
๐‘ฉ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’†๐’“ ๐’…๐’Š๐’”๐’†รฑ๐’‚๐’…๐’ ๐’‘๐’๐’“ ๐‘ณ๐’–๐’Ž๐’Š๐’Š.
ยฟ๐‘ป๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’”๐’•รณ ๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’–๐’ƒ๐’๐’Š๐’„๐’‚๐’„๐’Šรณ๐’? ๐‘ฝ๐’๐’•๐’‚, ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’‚ ๐’ ๐’“๐’†๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’–๐’†๐’‚ ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’‚ ๐’‚๐’š๐’–๐’…๐’‚๐’“ ๐’‚ ๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’‘๐’๐’†๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’“ ๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’” ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’”. ๐Ÿ’›

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