"You came along, hung around and bothered me every night. And when I wouldn't go out with you, you said things that weren't very nice."
Little boys only 'want' you when they can't have you. Only speak softly when they know they're losing you. Pretend to care when they think the control is slipping.
Phoning this 'relationship' (lol) in on the daily didn't earn anyone points. Too bad that wasn't one of the 'House Rules.'
Like this one:
"But if anyone fails to provide for his own, and especially for those of his own family, he has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever".
Or this old chestnut:
Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the church, and gave himself for it; So ought men to love their wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his wife loveth himself.
You spent an awful goddamn lotta time bitching about me not "feeding" you...you're a fucking $X00,000-a-year-makin'-used-car-salesman-from-Chicago-where-everybuuuudddy-knows-your-naaaaame and yet no one will invite you to visit. Were you concerned about my starvation? You cannot take ownership of that, it's inhumane and therefore abusive and the last thing you can be thought of is abusive. Nah.
Attitude Reflects Leadership
My boyfriend's BACK! and you're gonna be in trouble
You see him comin' better cut out on the double
You been spreading lies that I was untrue
So look out now 'cause he's comin' after you
He's been gone for such a long time
Now he's back and things'll be way-ass more than fine
You're gonna be sorry you were ever born
'Cause he's kinda big and he's awful strong
I haven't weighed 126 lbs since I was in the 7th grade. I lost 40 fucking pounds in 5 months because 'nO oNe WoRkS iN ThE MiNiStRY,' which means no one eats in the ministry, including me! I'm just a woman, anyhow, what rights do/should I have? I'm a piece of property to verbally pass around while God listens to how you regard the only creature made from something other than dust. And while we're both about equally as quiet.
Psalm 91:15 says, "He (the believer) will call upon me and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him".
I know how to follow instructions and I haven't stopped believing.
He's been at MOST points, my only saving grace.
I just love tall, dark and overly handsome men. Eeeee-yummmm. Sorry, where was I again?
I've been eagerly received into Paradise and that only begins to explain what I've experienced since last Monday. In my life God has decided to do a 180. He answered me, He's been with me every moment, He delivered me beautifully into the hands of Honor itself.
Forever & Always?
Oh, sorry, that was another time.
I'm 47.
My time is expensive as FUCK...at this point. I'm gonna need you to make a goddamn appointment and my secretary's laid off at the moment.
And like my baby daddy did on May 7, 1998, I left the Journey also. But don't worry. There will be a new lead singer. And she'll be great. She'll fill the bill. She'll get the job done. And I'm already happy for her.
Look at this shimmery little piece of perfection and her ho Mama.
And child molester Daddy.
She's gonna be a great rainbow for you. And no more pesky, needy, redeemy Moabitesses for you. Only pure and innocent-acting Judah bitch-sluts who have had everybody's dick down their throats except for their Daddy's. Yet, anyhow.
You should send her some more sexy AI pics of young girls in thigh highs playing the piano in order to remind her that she's your little girl. It'll remind her of your daughter raping you or whatever happened there. Anyhow, where was I. Oh yeah. The dirty pics! That would have really solidified the whole 'Man of God' thing for me if I were her age again. Just keep doing exactly what you're doing in that regard. If she speaks to you today (and that's iffy) then she's probably into that so congrats! Got that wife you always wanted to drag around to suck your dick and cook for you while you invite every woman in the world to call you their husband.
I can really see her being the perfect:
for you.
Speaking of Frauds I always wondered who held the P.O.P.
For example:
Blood
Moses turned the Nile River to blood, and the magicians were able to do the same.
Frogs
Moses sent frogs upon the Egyptians, and the magicians were also able to summon frogs.
I wonder who else is and is not capable of sending hives. Hmmm.
Real quick, just a few things I wanna go over.
When everything I venture to say after carefully weighing the merit, the possibility of a smile, prospect of a mantrum, the contribution of information, the excitement of something newly inspired within me, is rejected before the full completion of a sentence with eye rolls, hair-trigger hostility, disinterest and revulsion...is it confusing for you that my lips have shut?
When you said God wanted a dog to live with us in a Dodge Stratus while you played 'Homeless Prophet' in San Diego, then brought him to New Mexico and began letting him sleep between us in bed every single night I let go of the hope of any flimsy, shoddy, half-hearted 'romance' we ever experienced to be continued. I can't say we 'shared' it, 'enjoyed' it or even that we 'treasured it,' sadly. I guess God DID want you to get a dog. Now you can have a real dog-bitch to sleep with and Rocky did God's will! God pulled me 'out of love' with you in the most beautiful way...
When you speak for 3 hours straight without asking me a single question you wonder why I'm not interested in communication. I've learned very well how to pretend that I'm listening. I have other things to think about that actually matter rather than hearing about your ceiling.
How presumptuous for such a humble child of God to be.
One does not simply neglect one of God's most Beautiful Creatures to the point of starvation and retain His promises. Opportunities are beautiful things. It's wonderful when we're open-minded enough to recognize and take advantage of them. It's sad when we think we're God. Children of God did not create heaven, nor earth, nor the seas, nor any being walking around amongst us. Children of God do not know the secrets and truths inside of each heart being carried around in people's chests day by day. They cannot sustain life by holding the atoms that make up said being together. They cannot tell the stars what to do or the deer what to think.
And there's only so much of little ol' me to go 'round. Here's a 'should' for you, Loser.
You should have considered yourself blessed by God Himself when you received more than one chance with me, let alone the chances and trust I gave you (completely unearned and un-treasured) like that of the sand. My time was granted to you by the Grace of God.
This is actual footage of the last month of my life, everyone.
You should have listened. You should have learned. You should have been taught.
It's ok, though. I'll gladly extend my knowledge, trust, time, attention, love and respect to someone else who has all of the time...in the world to earn it. I have a certain someone in mind...think he'll watch over me just fine.
Just remember what your superzero said.
