I don’t know how, I don’t know why?
I feel so empty and wants to cry…!
You’re my best friend, I’m lucky to have you,
I felt so hard and stronger if I’m with you.
Years go by, felt different and much missing you,
I don’t know how, I don’t know why?
Even if I’m dreaming there still an empty place for you!
How could you! What have you done?!
You have promised me to be the very best friend.. :(
I don’t know how, I don’t know why?..
Why is there deep aching, instead of celebrating?..!
I just found myself sleeping underneath my heart aching..!
I can’t imagine of losing you my best friend!
There are times, I felt that I am your girl-friend..
I don’t know how, I don’t know why?
But this is a foolish mistake! that’s the truth my friend.. :(
I had the choice to give up, but I never did..!
I don’t know how, I don’t know why!
Am I to foolish not to tell you what I did?..
(deep sigh)... I’m wondering, Is this LOVE??!.. Yes! Indeed!..
My eyes are rolling with shimmering and glowing..
My heart is doing the hardest and,--and fastest beating..!
GOd! My body are melting..!! :)
Why?! help!! your smile drives me like I’m dying..!!
I don’t know how, I don’t know why?..
All of that fucking feeling!,, burst me with a moment of sudden..!
Why am I seeing familiar face of burden..! :0
Is that you?? With,-- with,-- your … Ex-girlfriend?! :(
I just realized you texted me earlier…
“bEstie, meet me at the Seoul, I’m bringing flowers..”
I don’t know what I felt,..-- felt a thousands of stubs..!
My heart is shouting for them to stop hitting me..
That flowers?--- are even not for me..!
They are so much happier talking… :(
I don’t know how, I don’t know why!
I wish to die at exactly where I cry!
Wiping up my tears when you look at me…
It is the best way to do, and walked away..!
I know.. While walking… you’re running next to me..!
Josh: “Hey!...hey..! Where are you going?...hey..? What happened?”
Lynn: (deep sigh).. I need to go..I was in deep-pain…I’m sick..I want to take a rest now.. I’m dying.. (low voice subbing)
Josh: “Hey..hey..(holding my hands) hey?.. Are you okay?.. (worried)
Lynn: “Yes..please.. Let me go now..”
Josh: “Oh..--okay.. Do you want me to go with you?..” (still worried)
Lynn: “No..! please! Stop!.. (crying)
Josh: “O-- okay..okay..---P-please be good okay?..
Lynn: “Hm”. (nodding-walking away)
Josh: Hey..! Call me..! (shouting)
Lynn: ..(waiving with tears..)
I don’t know how, I don’t know why!
Is this how meant to be?!!.. Is this LOVE?!
Sacrificing everything? Gaining nothing?!!..
I want to disappear with no regrets..
Hoping that someday, you would not miss.
When is the best time, for you to know what I felt?..
I don’t wanna be like this!.. I’m drowning myself with tears..!:(
I want to take a deep rest.. My body and soul has been shuttered..
Lynn: ….(sleeping tight with thears..) (cellphone ringing..--- from Josh)
8 Missed Calls..
16 New Messages
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To be continued in PART 2…………………….
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‘Love is not what other feel about you, it is what feelings you share with others… ' :)
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