I posted almost every day for years on our blockchain but rarely do these days and I've been wondering why?
I have been blogging on one platform or another for longer than I care to remember. I have blogs from over 13 years ago that still generate income.
I had my own websites back in the early 1990's before it all went to corporate monopolistic shit.
I have way to many distractions with making videos and taking photos with drones and my camera and now music production these days is taking more of my time...and even that doesn't happen often?
I've only produced 4 videos in the last 12 months which is unlike my usual output. (I don't count shorts as videos)
I used to blog daily and make a video once or twice a week! That sounds insane now I'm thinking about it?
Trying to improve the quality of my videography has become a drag on my brain and not the fun activity it used to be.
Tbh I'm feeling a little burnt out?
To burn out you must've been on fire.
I've also got a touch of G.A.S. (gear acquisition syndrome)
It's all got a little bit harder to find what exactly I want to do? What to focus on?
I know first world problems but still problems none the less.
The weird thing about this content creation lark is you never know when something will suddenly take off and go viral like this video from years ago is suddenly getting lots of views from who knows where? This happens quite often?
I'm good at SEO and optimisation but that doesn't account for this result?
While I'm mulling all of this over I'm still doing a bit of manual curation and the odd comment but that's about it?
If I produce 1 blog a week it's a miracle. Video? forget it.
I might go back through my blogs and see what exactly it is that I've actually been doing and produced for all of those years of my time and attention?
Maybe I'll find some motivational inspiration from my past self?
My mojo is definitely not working!
It certainly wasn't about making money.
I enjoyed the experience but now I'm more inclined to think about the best way to spend the time I have left? 🤔
Nothing and no one lasts forever.
What do I want to do? Huge question to answer. I have no answer. 🤯😂👍🏼
Curiously I've never been happier? Go figure. 😂👍🏼
I'm glad I got this down in writing at least now it's out of my brain so that's one less thing to think about.
How's your day going? 😂😂👍🏼
