I still really really want to be friends, but we have to stop kissing and cuddling. It was fine for so long, but now I’m definitely starting to get used to it, and I think that’s not a good idea since you always make it clear nothing is going to come of it. There is a part of my brain that actually believes we could be everything and that our love could be earth shattering and that nothing else matters as long as we love and support each-other. But you’ve made it so clear you don’t want anything more with me, and I know I’m going to be so jealous and petty when another one of the girls you’re hooking up with comes around. It makes me sick to think of you laying in bed like you do with me with someone else but I know that’s the exact reality of our relationship right now... anyways, I think it needs to end for my health, but please don’t think this is the end of being friends because it isn’t I still love you💖
XX Monique