Last night I went on a date, yes folks a date. You read that correctly, with someone whom I know is the one. I have been super stubborn and ignore those feelings that point me to his direction, the signs that are very clear. I have always wanted to meet my husband, and to be honest I am pretty sure the search is over. I have my reasons as to why I am not with him, but I know my heart belongs to him. We've been together in the past about 3 years, then broke up for good. It was an off and on relationship. People keep making comments as to him being the one, and how we belong together. I know this is to be true, but I am guarding my heart you know, and other personal reasons as to why I have not agreed to go back. He made a mistake, as did I before. We aren't perfect, but isn't that what true love is?, never giving up on one another. Despite our issues, I still love him. He has been making up for his mistakes, and well he's just always been there for me, and many people including my ex state that he has patience, because I'll be honest it's hard to be with me. I have many issues, but I've come a long way, and so has he. He helps me around the apartment, and helps with personal issues as well. He is the one I run to when I need to talk to someone, and he just has an open ear. He loves me, and everyone around me knows this. I being me though am nervous to get into a relationship due to my own personal past, and well I have my own issues not relating to him. Furthermore I know that if you love someone why let that person go?
thank you, and God Bless.