ULOG #22: Bitter Days to Better Days

Ulog #22
Date: July 15, 2018, Sunday, 5am
Title: Bitter Days to Better Days

I made a sad ULOG on Friday, the 13th, it was a sad one because it was a bad day. On the 14th, I wanted to make one again but I was thinking it would still be a sad one so I did not go on with it. Having 2 sad ULOGS in a row is not a Karen thing. Hahaha! I don't want to be such a downer and a drag. Rather than ranting in ULOG, I slept 14 hours straight and swore that I'd just accept things as they are and just move on and focus about what lies ahead because there is still a future out there and soon I won't even realize it but things will be okay and better and totally different from where things are now. That is so what happens everytime, I should not forget that. I should not dwell in loneliness and pity and all those self-defeating crap people do when they are sad. I hate looking at myself in the mirror looking so pathetic and awful. Have you forgotten self-improvement? That's an even better hobby than self-defeating crap you are doing now.

Brighter days, yes, I believe brighter days are ahead. Sufferings do end. Life does not beat you all the time, there must be something out there that will make you feel better. Go find them and live. There must be something out there that you seek, if it is happiness or greatness at something, go focus and do it, look for it and find it. It won't be found in the dark corners of your thoughts or in your idle moments in your room staring at a blank wall or the ceiling.

There is something out there and it takes a step. Accept that it is what it is then focus on making a step for the good things ahead. Who knows they are not just good things, they can be great grand things?

This is not a rant. This is me pep-talking myself and reminding myself that in this life I am my own superhero.

By the way, forgive me with the title. I am at a point in my life where I bank on hope because when there is hope, it moves you. Hope gives light and heals.

Cheers for brighter days ahead!

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