Maxi, the truth is we never know how the future is, so we don't have to hope too much to anyone," said Fajri while tidying his books.
"Yes, I understand that. but then? ahhh ... "I feel confused about my own decision.
"Until when do you want to survive with Linda's attitude like that? your sacrifice is already too much for him, but what is his response? He doesn't appreciate you at all, Max. He never considered you there. " Fajri's statement made Maxi's heart as if sliced by a sharp object.
"I do not know Faj" Maxi stared out the window of the room, this is what he often does when he feels disappointed with himself. Fajri's words still ring in his mind. "Until when do you want to survive?"
Linda is someone Maxi likes since she first entered college, a beautiful woman, talented, smart and truly the ideal woman of all men. But unfortunately all of Maxi's sacrifices against him were in vain, there was not a single sacrifice that mattered in Linda's eyes. Even Maxi's life had been risked to save Linda in an accident, Maxi never regretted whatever she did for Linda, she never expected anything from Linda other than that Linda could understand her feelings.
"You have to talk to Linda tomorrow, and I hope you can forget about it, Maxi," said Fajri, patting my shoulder and then he disappeared behind the door with a sigh of breath that I exhaled.
A beautiful evening but not as beautiful as Maxi's hopes for Linda maybe this is the end, there is nothing I can expect from her I have to leave her.
"What's the matter you told me to come here?" Linda asked, who was behind my back.
"You know how I feel about you from the beginning until now, that feeling still lasts for you Linda. But this moment also I have decided on a different path from what I had hoped for you, "I explained without turning to look at him.
"What do you mean?"
"Everything that I have done for you, surely you have forgotten it and you have never appreciated it at all. I don't mean anything to you Linda, you never thought I existed, I never regretted anything I did for you all this time, I'm happy to be able to share with you. Thank you for everything Linda "
" I should be the one to thank "
"But you never want to say it sincerely right?"
"I ..."
"Linda, take good care, hope you get a life companion as you wish. I always pray for you. "
At first glance I looked at his sad face, as if to cry. But I pretended not to care about him and I left him with the sun leaving the earth.
This was the beginning of Linda's days without Maxi, only this time she felt lost, only this time she felt sorry for wasting someone who truly sincerely loved her. 6 months there was no news at all from Maxi, Linda decided to look for Maxi in her house but unfortunately there was no one in her house. Linda was still pensive at the door of Maxi's house. She thought about where Maxi was going.
"Hey, who are you looking for?"
Linda realized from her reverie with her reflexes that turned out to be Fajri who greeted her.
"Maxi, where is he?"
"He's not there, don't ever look for him again. Even if one day he returns, surely he will never be there for you, "explained Fajri.
silence, only the sound of the wind sweeping the leaves of the park that sounded Linda aware now that Maxi will never come back again in his life.
"Why are you looking for him? Do you want to apologize? Now you're sorry, right? It's no use Lin, it's useless you come now. He is already sick. "
Fajri's cynical question made Linda stiff and unable to answer.
"You never thought he existed, as long as you know he is sincere with you. But you?"
"Sorry Faj, I'm sorry. If only he could return I would do anything for him. "
"Even if he returns, he will certainly never come back for you, he doesn't need your favor Linda. Now life is better and I believe it "
" you mean? "
"2 months ago Maxi got a scholarship abroad as an outstanding student, and now he also has a fiance. He got the right woman for him, who always understood his feelings. She is happy now ”
Fajri's explanation made Linda unable to hold her tears.
"I hope this can make you mature Linda, learn to always understand the feelings of others" Fajri left Linda alone. The atmosphere was quiet again, Linda could only cry and regret everything.
Sometimes when we love someone who has never loved us, he will turn to love us when we have disappeared from his life.
