First, you look forward to it. For a long time. You believe, you hope, you check. Maybe it has already happened, or maybe it will happen soon. Of course, it depends on what you are looking for.
And after that, a feeling called "Thank you, I don't need it anymore" comes to visit.
Calm, even, without any emotional attacks and big waves. That feeling seems to whisper in your ear, quietly but firmly - even if what you were waiting for so much happened now - you wouldn't be able to accept it as joyfully and as openly as you once really wanted. So thank you, but you don't need it anymore.
After all this long waiting, there is no need anymore. And no, it's not whims, it's not manipulation and no - it's not trying to raise your price. Simply - no. And it doesn't matter who finally realized what, understood, saw through, matured, decided and finally got ready. You had to think before. Earlier. Trains leave, planes take off, leaves fall, the sun sets. It's a final? Yes, that's it. And there's no need for those moans, how it's like this, why it turned out like this, how you don't understand... You understand, but you don't want to anymore.
You might think - isn't it scary to bury all that? Bury your dreams, time, tears and feelings. My answer is no, it's not scary.
A dream stretched by waiting and suffering is no longer a dream, feelings torn by uncertainty and ignorance are no longer love - colors, energy, magic come out of it.
There are people who I just want to ask - why do you think that someone will wait for you? So much time and so many times, to wait and wait. Where do you get the confidence that you are worth it? That the time spent with you will be so priceless to someone that he/she will not find anything or anyone to fill that time in his/her life?
Even the greatest love can die, even the greatest fires go out. Everything must be done on time, everything in this Universe has its own time.
Don't be late....
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With love, 
Photos are taken by me.
漏 2023